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Sunday, May 6, 2007 01:08 a.m.



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Tuesday, May 1, 2007 11:56 p.m.



today's band pract was super fun. mr tan's energy is so infectious it just seeps into all of us hahaha. the story of spartacus :)) now the song sounds even more meaningful. and we did quite a lot of crazy stuff haha. plus we got treated to pizza hut! :)))
and i climbed the gate 3 times today only to realise what a idiot i was cos the rest just stood at the other side and waited for the psn to come open the gate. -.-
camwhoring! ahhahaa. super fun la. loads and loads of stupid stuff. spastic camwhorers. hahahaa. but then my mood got spoilt in the end cos i saw that MY PHONE WAS CRACKED!!! RHEAHRAHRHARHIEHF. heartbroken lar. grr.
band's so fun. i'll be so sad in a month's time.

Tuesday, May 1, 2007 11:56 p.m.
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Tuesday, May 1, 2007 01:38 a.m.



i wana zzz. i wana zzz. i wana zzz.
guess someone will have alot of things to say if she sees the above sentence. but who cares. -.-
the prog bklet is turning out to be very much similar to last year's design la OMG. so unoriginal! bleh. anyway i finally finished it. its over, at least for now. then its off to the teachers and it'll be back. sure one.
i abstained from my green peas today! :)) ay achievement okay. hahaha. and i went back to school after tt to meet cheryl <3!!! watched the quite exciting soccer match between vj and sa.
i need a new bag!!!

schedule for this week:
tmr: BAND
wed: BAND
thur: BAND
fri: BAND
sat: BAND
sun: BAND

really, forget about homework. :)

Tuesday, May 1, 2007 01:38 a.m.
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Thursday, April 26, 2007 11:37 p.m.



tico tico got in lar. like, OMG. hahahahahhahaa. we all stunned for like super long.
whole week was a mess. everyday till 8 in school is no joke. by the time i reached home it was 9 plus, and too tired to study anything. tried doing ONE qn for maths and fell asleep while writing and singing along to stupid music. zzz. if this goes on i am going to fail every single test thrown at me.
like today. why did i even appear in school? basically just froze in the band room, only appearing for physics tutorial. wheeee.

Thursday, April 26, 2007 11:37 p.m.
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Sunday, April 22, 2007 01:15 a.m.



another camwhoring session on friday. i swear we never ever get sick and tired of it. :))))
basically just stoned my life away in school from 2 to 5pm waiting and waiting for ww sectionals to start. hahaha. its gna be like this every friday from now till 11 may. 5-7. not alot of hours, we should be like strings and stay in school till 9pm lar. hahaa. 20 MORE DAYS..
then. went to eat. went abit mad too on the way there. started singing.. and singing.. and singing. sort of a mix of spartacus, archapella, chords and songs like "way back into love" and "only love" and "tianshi" and other stuff. cant rmb. i think everyone at the vj bus stop thought we were mad.
THAIPAN! :)))actually they wanted to go to bedok (LIKE SIAO SO FAR!) but i was like HUHH then i go home so they sort of psychoed me to whine so i did and in the end we called the thaipan manager and he drove us all the way there in his cool white van XD
then camwhoring. jon liang and his artistic shots of "making people look good" as he claims. oh well. uploading 3/79 photos here. hahahaa.


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we have mastered the art of emoing. :))


done with our thaipanning!

Sunday, April 22, 2007 01:15 a.m.
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Thursday, April 19, 2007 12:12 a.m.



cam whoring today after band again! hahaha. in the end we left the room at 8pm, when everything was supposed to end at 7pm. hahaha 1hr of cam whoring! XDXDXD
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under the moonlight... or lamp light, at the zebra crossing. hahaa.

lazy to upload the tons of the rest. all added up to 24MB and lagged my com lar. tsk. haha.

Thursday, April 19, 2007 12:12 a.m.
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007 07:19 p.m.



133. CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School- Silver.
ironically, it was a relief. u shld have seen the total contrast between SNSB's graduated seniors and the current members. us, the seniors were quite happy and smiling after we heard the results while the juniors were mostly crying. i mean pls lar look at this year's results (summary here) for sec schs. a silver is good enough. seriously. ms sia said we "confirm get bronze", but we didnt! SNSB, be proud of yourselves. we're proud of you. :))
out of 10 tickets, 9 were kopped by victorians. hahahaa. we're so slack. anyway after the whole thing was deciding whether to go back to school (to prac, not for lessons DUH.) but in the end shopped till it was too late to even go back. whoops. shall do my indiv on fri hahah.
shopping! bought alot of stuff :)). guess it's justified lah, i wont be going shopping for the rest of the year (i think) but now quite quite broke. marina sq is really a good place to shop, theres so many things there on sale aahhaa. i <3 my cute cute cute monster tee! XD

Tuesday, April 17, 2007 07:19 p.m.
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Monday, April 16, 2007 11:31 p.m.



ALL THE BEST TO
SNSB.

Monday, April 16, 2007 11:31 p.m.
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Saturday, April 14, 2007 12:45 a.m.



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Date: 25 May 2007, Friday
Time: 7.30pm
Venue: VJC Performance Theatre
Highlights: Spartacus, Starwars Trilogy, Third Symphony
Price: $10 cheap cheap!!! :))

pls support k! :D
ghost stories freak me out, esp when its dark. EEE.

Saturday, April 14, 2007 12:45 a.m.
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:45 p.m.



its only the third day of SYF for sec sch bands, and the results still seem so dismal. only 1 gold the rest all silver and bronze. OMG lar. this is really really REALLY BAD. and all the good bands all downgraded!!!
ARHG SNSB! praying veryveryvery hard.

on a lighter note, cam whoring today was FUN :)) took loads and loads of photos XD it was a loooonnngg time since i had so much fun hahaa. shall upload it someday when i have the time. which means...hmmmm.....
haha i realise almost all my fun happens out of class. random thought.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:45 p.m.
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Saturday, April 7, 2007 10:19 p.m.



Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

haha. koped from eric. quite true i suppose.
and i feel sad cos i cant play sad emo songs anymore. why??!!
tommorrow's EASTER :)))))

Saturday, April 7, 2007 10:19 p.m.
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Monday, April 2, 2007 12:06 a.m.



i sort of realised this.

5 weeks 4 days to SYF
7 weeks 4 days to Majestia XXII
8 weeks to review tests
13 weeks to COMMON TEST 2

i'm too scared to think of the rest, aka prelims and A LEVELS. and i still have a loonnnggg way to go. really LONG LONG LONG way.
my life is screwed.
i sort of got tagged to do this, not like want to do it haha but maybe, MAYBE it'll put some sanity back into my life. hahaha.

6 weird things about me:
1) i can finish 1 whole bag of potato chips in a day by myself. okay maybe thats not weird. thats plain piggy-ish.hahaha
2) i can start laughing uncontrollably at something which is totally not funny at all. is that weird? maybe not. its called a sense of humour. :))
3) i have a weird tendency to shut up during a period in the day and talk and talk alot after that certain period. wait, maybe thats not weird either. its just due to the circumstances. :)
4) i like eating sakae's green peas. BUT THATS NOT WEIRD!!!
5) i dont feel even an ounce of sadness while playing barney's 3rd movement, whereas everyone else does. im just a cold, unfeeling thing. its not weird.
6) i just realised that nothing i said here is weird. hahaha.so im not weird. certified unweird. :))))

Monday, April 2, 2007 12:06 a.m.
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Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:51 p.m.



drop,or not to drop? ARHG.
went to the airport to send shirlyn off! guess what. i boarded the 27 bus at 6.30pm. sort of fell asleep. then when i woke up. we were at ikea tampines, and there was sort of a commotion around me. why? the uncle LOST HIS WAY. excuse>>> cant see properly, eyes too old. WAHT! so i ended up almost missing shirlyn! reached at 8.10pm with my butt aching from sitting down too long. u know i should have just taken 55 to eunos mrt annd changed to the mrt!?
managed to hold back my tears rather well though ahah. maybe its cos im not tt close to her as the rest are. but i think if i had hugged her i wld have started crying too. im such a emofreak. hahaa. BYE SHIRLYN, dont be so blurblur K! take care :) omgosh seriously gna really miss having her around. bah

finally. to drop or not to drop! shall go do my cba now. zzz.hahaa

Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:51 p.m.
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007 12:20 a.m.



when was the last time you did something for the first time?
today, i touched and played on a soprano sax. :))))) and to think i didnt even notice its existence (it was in a black case on the floor) until kash pointed it out. HAHA i totally freaked can SO COOL. then the 3 of us (me,eric and mark) kept playing the barney duet part until everyone in the band room at that time was seriously aggravated with us. HAHA! but the sax is disgustingly out of tune, esp the A. and maybe the rest of the notes too. hahaa. who cares. i TOUCHED A SOPRANO SAX! hahaa i sound deprived LOL.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 12:20 a.m.
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Sunday, March 25, 2007 11:49 p.m.



did this test at http://www.paulgoldin.com.

You have a vivid imagination and this is good. Great inventors, explorers all had inventive, imaginative minds. Your friends and acquaintances may consider you over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. So what ? this is a part of your character and charm.
Which ever way you turn you feel that you are being utterly thwarted. There is considerable conflict in the air but you will stick to your beliefs and not be deterred in endeavouring to attain your objectives.
It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to 'let go' and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.
Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.
Being afraid that you may be prevented from achieving your hopes and dreams is making you anxious and nervous. As a dreamer your ideas can at times move into the realm of fantasy and you could be following that so called illusive dream.

ahahhaa. i think its like 1/2 true 1/2 untrue, esp last part. hHAHAHA. i think i'll just give up if i cant get my objective. whoops. XD

Sunday, March 25, 2007 11:49 p.m.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007 10:11 p.m.



stomp the yard is NICE! much better than step up haha all the COOL dance moves and stuff. went to cathay to watch after a super long stoning/crapping/fooling around session at BK. and liang was so pathetic looking la carrying a huge stack of comics (from who else? hahha) and walking aimlessly around, looking sianded as usual and making me feel ultra sian also. in the end he just went home -.-.-.-wow.
after the movie we just went home zzz. having no money is depressing u cant do anything!!!then yakyakyak all the way back home after waiting super long for 132, around 1/2 hr.
i think i may have pissed certain ppl off. oops. okay maybe only one. the other one i have a right to piss off since she pisses me off quite alot of times too. ahahah.
anyway OMG vjc string ensemble is so cool LA!!! when we were leaving sch they all started playing their piece, blindfolded. EVERYONE there in the canteen at that time were simply mesmerised. PRO freaks!!! sounded like something out of 92.4FM haha. maybe we should try it too one day. no scores, see how we end up. hahhaaha.

Saturday, March 24, 2007 10:11 p.m.
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Friday, March 23, 2007 11:04 p.m.



someone asked me to update without updating himself -.- hahaha. anyway. went back to dear dear st nicks on thurs after a failed attempt to mug, to see the band. they were practising at a new MPR, MPR2? it just happens to be the old drama studio, and they just removed all the steps (ahhh. memories of sitting there EAGERLY anticipating prelim results). seriously la that is a REALLY REALLY BAD place to practise for a band. the echoes!!! and from where i was sitting i could hear all the air from the clarinetists, hoo hoo hoo. woha the place really sucks as a practice area. HMMM. and playing i cant really comment right now. cos they just changed the piece. scaarrryy. at least ms sia missed me!! awwwww :) :) :) heeheehee.
today went to IMH for the first time. perform for the patients :) then went to 'tour' the place, or more like we went to a room where all the olden days equipment and tools were displayed. in a way, it was cool. especially the clay psychology test thingy they used to determine a patient's personality or sth like tt. like what shape the patient moulded the clay into meant something. o.0 i have a sudden interest in psychology, suddenly. hahahaa. and the place is very nice la! seriously. a load of plants too. hahaha. then on the bus we were doing the fortune telling thingy hahaha so funny cos we were really thinking of HMMMM ppl. so FUNNY but i shall not comment on my result its horrible. jiahui's one even worse can. almost perfect save for one extra card. AHHAHAHA. but the person is like HMMMMMMMMM.
PE's tennis. not bad lah, i like learning new stuff, not that im good at tennis. hahah first time even holding a tennis racket. 12394039 times heavier than a badminton racket!! so first few times i tried hitting couldnt even hit. mr goh kept laughing.-.- but still miss badminton lah. no time to play. then pe also don have. so sad. ohwells nvm. :)
oH! my doing doing lost its leg, and other hand. now its left with only one leg. how pathetic is that. URGH and i sort of can guess who abused it. evilevilevil.
YAY! i didnt complain at all :) :) :)

Friday, March 23, 2007 11:04 p.m.
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Monday, March 19, 2007 11:17 p.m.



oh what a great start to term 2!
first it rained in the morning. and my skirt went almost transparent.
second nice nice physics results.
third expectations of nicer econs results.
fourth baking in the lt4 oven due to pmsing aircon.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i should really become a full fledged mugger, once and for all. like really, its about time.

Monday, March 19, 2007 11:17 p.m.
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Saturday, March 17, 2007 12:40 a.m.



having alot of free time is bad. really really bad. i almost (ALMOST!) would have gone maad esp with my complicated level 9.0 abstracted mind, if not for band and meeting up with snsb saxes (part of it anyway.) just say i did alot of reflections this week. ALOT. ALOT ALOT.
short summary,
what happened to my faith? thirsting for more.
what happened to my friends? which are real, which arent? and where have they gone when i need them?
what happened to the people around me? why is almost everyone so superficial?
have i really made the right choice coming to vj? too late to think about this though.

maybe i should go to cambodia again.

i've realised my life is somewhat meaningless, for one. maybe im really a loserr. :(
u know what. maybe i wnt to go overseas after a's instead of giving tuition and earning money like i previously planned to. yup. help build houses somewhere, make myself useful, make a difference in someone's life. rather than living in a stupid cocoon of self centeredness here.
i doubt anyone will want to join me though.

that aside, band prac today was tiring. maybe it was cos i was online till 3 yesterday. hahaha. so i ended up sleeping through 1/2 hr while the alarm was ringing ringing ringing. oops. then sectionals then combined and just as i THOUGHT we were ending and i could go home to sleep, there was SECTIONALS AGAIN. so in the end ended around 3, 4pm.
and i feel so antisocial today. i dont feel like talking to anyone tommorrow for band. i shall just look at my score and be a quiet introvert. HAHHAHAHA. see if i can pull it off.

Saturday, March 17, 2007 12:40 a.m.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007 12:27 a.m.



urban hike. haha maybe i should have just gone running around with my group instead of growing my butt on the chair outside ljs. LOL. but it was nice sitting outside ljs anyway la. drawing stuff, eating alot of stuff, drinking the orange julius (nv drink oj before today la OK.)all the grps brought for liang. basically, get fat. and stuff i learnt today:
1) wear other jc's shirts while getting malued. HAHA. at least you wont malu ur own jc. OOPS.
2) nvr ever camp outside the female toilet if ure a guy. ure just asking to get slapped. poor poor daryl :(
3) doing stupid stuff like sticking ur oily face on a glass panel will just get u into trouble. so is imitating ppl exercising in california fitness. HAHA
4) i have LARGE LARGE amount of patience. (waited for 2hrs by myself. wats that called, if not patient?!)

and then after that i was so tired i just walked to the mrt station with eeloong instead of staying for the prize giving cum cam whoring session. spoilsport haha. who cares. zzz.

and i suddenly turned into some sort of relationship consultant sia. ahhahaaa. not like i know anything myself. but perspective from the unbiased is always valuable. YAH RIGHT. -.-

Thursday, March 15, 2007 12:27 a.m.
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Monday, March 12, 2007 11:37 p.m.



today was tiring, even more so cos of sectionals. eeee everytime mark doesnt come i dread sectionals ICK. i dont like conducting sectionals esp since my skills are TERRIBLY HORRIBLY HORRIBLE to begin with.
and then chiku teh had to freak everyone out durin break. sud saw a grp of ppl carrying someone (tot someone was gna get dunked) THEN i realised tt psn was chiku OMG LA. scary. eunicey suhui were like there too then they were like what happened! wat happened! like totally freaked out can somemore given the recent events tt happened in vj. CHOY.
turns out she was hyperventilating. breathing method wrong? CHIKU go have breathing lessons!!! wah scaryyy la. chiku get well soon! :))
then it was back to prac but we ended up just lumping at one table, slacking, dopoding, sleeping, shouting... zzzz sianed. seriously la today's band prac was sianed.
and after tt around 4 plus. went to watch music and lyrics at the cathay. wasnt as nice as i expected, storyline predictable. u know the usual. i want to watch something else more intriguing, like eg the prestige. hahahaa. any recommendations?
by the time i reached home it was 8 plus. but oh wells tmr im going to rot my life away at home anyway so might as well right.

things i learnt today:
1) must breathe correctly. u know, breathe in, exhale all the old air out before breathing again. haha.
2) how a wheelchair is set up. LOL.
3) people just seem to like bullying me. very fun meh. i still dont get why. -.-
4) and yet some other people are just weird. they msg u and when u reply them, ASKING A QUESTION, they dont reply back.

aRGHGHHG. i need to escape from my house tmr it'll be so freaking boring. anyone want to go out?! :(((((

Monday, March 12, 2007 11:37 p.m.
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Sunday, March 11, 2007 11:43 p.m.



someone slap me now can. wake me up.
what is wrong with me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAHRHRHRHR.

i so need to play the piano again, i think it might be therapeutic. (who cares if its wrong spelling. my mind is in a mess right now)but even so my fingers will all twist up cos of lack of practice.
and it doesnt help that band prac tmr is gonna be filled with 4 hrs of sectionals plus 2-3 hrs of combined sectionals with mr tan (!!!!)
ok. breathe in, breathe out. :)
must repeat to myself, so what? so whaT? SO WHAT?

haha, there done. i am okay now. *smiles* sorry if i look like a nutcase from here. LOL.

Sunday, March 11, 2007 11:43 p.m.
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Friday, March 9, 2007 12:03 a.m.



4 down, 1 more to go.
and none was okay. the only subject i can ever hope of passing is gp? and AQ was horribly done so i dont think i can pass anyway. :((((
econs was the worst. had mental block right smack in the middle of both papers. see this is what i get from trying to cram everything into my small brain in 1 or 2 days before. i deserved it la. eeeeeeeeeeeeee.
then maths. woweee. dont even talk about it.
and chem. just didnt memorise enough. then some i just couldnt remember the reactants, like SOCl2 omgomgomg how could i forget. RHAR.
aiya forget it la. this common test is screwed la so is my life. where have all my friends gone to! :(

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Saturday, March 3, 2007 11:24 p.m.



CTs NEXT WEEK!!!
can already sort of predict my results. hahaha. after all, less than 1 week of really studying cant get you anywhere.
then again, i just hope some miracle will happen and i'll get 4As or something. which is virtually impossible. hahahhahaha. okay, i hope i'll just maybe pass everything. then i'm a happy girl. :))
and then it'll be back to the monotony of school life RHAR. my life during school hours is as boring as a worm in the soil. -.-'' come to think of it, my whole life is like a worm in the soil. someone please help this worm crawl out and see the world. or scare some people. ^^ otherwise i'll just rot away and die but no one will ever notice. at least if i crawl out and scare people and die in the process it would be interesting cos i managed to scare someone.

okay. i am blabbering nonsense.

Saturday, March 3, 2007 11:24 p.m.
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Thursday, March 1, 2007 12:19 a.m.



it struck today how easily you can just lose someone just like that. and how easily it can also happen to you. one moment you're there and the next moment you're gone.
life's unpredictable.anything can just happen out of the blue. so treasure every single moment you share with your loved ones cos you cant fathom whats going to happen tomorrow.
tho i didnt know you, hope you've found peace. god bless :))

Thursday, March 1, 2007 12:19 a.m.
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007 11:59 p.m.



physics SPAAA. day after, chem SPAAA. and then BONK everything will start piling. GP, ECONS, CHEM, PHY. oh, and who can forget. MATHS (easier than midyrs they say. WHICH MEANS HARDER THAN PROMOS.) why oh why do i even bother. its one week. should have started earlier.
so dont know whether i should just go home tmr after school and stay locked up in my room to study. or to be a good little girl and go face spartacus, safari and james barnes. opportunity cost: 4 hrs of study time. plus travelling, make it 5. ARHG how. i shall just decide tommorow. i feel threatened already anyway thanks to a competent junior HAHA. WOW. -.- better go memorise the spa skill a now. or else, i can just go face my death tommorow.

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Sunday, February 25, 2007 01:52 a.m.



i tried to be antisocial today. and i failed miserably. i bet no one could tell any diff that i was even antisocial. ohwells. and i was latelate today too. CRAP. when was the last time i was actually on time for band? 14 feb. and that was a wednesday. cant count.
and my bro thinks im stupid. haha. he thinks i dont know what overture jubiloso is. i dint spend 4 yrs in snsb for nothing okay. XD

kenny G's sax solos are NICE. im listening to the tracks now its like relaxing in a spa or something. :)))

everything is starting to turn out a facade. things which i once thought believable is now falling apart and is not as simple as what i think it is. tell me how do i stop being so naive in my thinking? whatever i see is just the superficial surface :(( and then i begin to wonder, who are actually my true friends, those whom i can trust? sometimes those who were considered friends can end up pursuing some form of happiness, leaving you in the lurch. they change. and then you're left all alone.

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007 11:26 p.m.



haha i realised i havent updated in a long time long long long time. and in that long long time so many things has happened- vday, cny celebrations, cny. not like they were particularly eventful.
things that happened:
1) i got my new phone! :)) yay finally can call people i actually want to call.
2) nice vday prezzies! XD
3) i keep eating and eating. fat.
nothing else lor
so i shall just go sleep now. this is just a waste of time.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007 11:26 p.m.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007 03:33 a.m.



wheee yesterday was shopping trip at taka and heeren :))) dunno why had so little time only could go to these 2 places. then its either my brain not working or i suddenly became like that,i did some totally bimbotic stuff there. like
1)almost walking into the guys toilet
2)saying "im hungry wad!" when im scolded for eating too slowly
3)excitedly seeing a shop selling those helium metallic balloons and pointing it out... only to realise its acutally a shop selling chinese lanterns a while later.
ahhh whatever.then the whole time was freaking out over juniors' o's results. like im the one taking my results liddat. SOMEONE conveniently forgot to msg back i almost died la thought something really bad happened -.- oh wells. congrats everyone! :) to those who didnt as well as they expected, theres always next time :)) this is singapore for goodness sake.
then walk walk walk. went art friend bought nice nice shimmery paper! so cool. then went heeren. saw NICE bags wheeeee. eh chiku i want the nike bag HAHA. don get it! its 70bucks. XD
apart from shopping trip (cos of it i missed ocip meeting to watch the video BOOHOOHOO!! :(( ) school was okay, band room was REALLY toned down without the incessant chatter of the J1s. at least it was one of the fridays i could come later to school, even if i usually sometimes still take the same bus on some fridays. oops. nvm not the point. pe was better cos we din play soccer! :)) ran 5 rounds then floorball! but after a while i was getting really tired cos of the hot sun and all. everyone was prob feeling the same way cos everyone started walking around and only chionging for the ball when it was around 1m away. some weird positive negative charge attraction or something. -.-
don worry people. my emoness has lasted shorter than usual. im okay now :)) thanks to those who cared!

Saturday, February 10, 2007 03:33 a.m.
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Wednesday, February 7, 2007 02:51 p.m.



haha today is a wednesday and im so freaking early at home. WHY? feel ultra sick. so no band. donno whether to be happy or not. come on la. first time in the year i missed band prac. achievement LA! anyways shall blog bout the past 2 days.
monday: was feeling kinda black the whole morning, so just didnt want to slack around in the band room like how i would usually do after sch. so went 'home' but in the end went sakae (again) and ate 2 plates of green peas. ahahaa and i found out lovable lives like just almost next door to chiku! so small world. XD
then yesterday. trip to tampines ikea. i found out tt tampines has got alot of weird people. like one guy who kept trying to join in me and chiku's convo on the bus. i mean come on la i know our convo very interesting but donnid to keep looking and freaking us out right. -.- then i think when we finally reached ikea we became mad too and did a totally bimbotic act OMG we walked round the WHOLE perimeter of ikea. u know how freaking big tampines ikea is and we walked the wrong way so ended up walking and walking and walking the OTHER WAY just to find the pokky entrance which was just like 100m from the bus stop if u walk the other way or something.
ok thats not all. after happy shopping for stuff and me carrying the 5 freaking huge snakes looking like an idiot we passed some random guys who went like "eh my friend wants ur no." or something like that. then giggle giggle giggle. -.- i didnt even look at them la hahaa don even know whether they cute or not. -.-.-.- ok ok the worst part is yet to come. see right we tot that we shouldnt cross the road to take the 27 cos we came by that way so we took the 27 from the other side of the road. THEN we sat down. very comfortable alr. then pass the airport place. then pass some pinkish structure at some shopping centre. THEN whee like around 45 mins le WE SAW THE SAME PINK STRUCTURE OMGOMGOMG! then like another 15 mins or something WE SAW IKEA!!!! omg la we took the other way round CAN lucky 27 is a loop service otherwise donno which ulu place we'd end up in.
so spent around 2hrs in the bus. omg. when we finally got off at hougang interchange we saw 132 so we CHIONGED all the way to board the bus. then there was a grp of horrible HIHS guys who were laughing at us running OMG EEE HORRIBLE PPL IN THE WORLD.
and that was my eventful day ytd. cool right.

Wednesday, February 7, 2007 02:51 p.m.
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Sunday, February 4, 2007 11:15 p.m.



i emo-ed yesterday.
but that was after band. i was quite okay during band cos i finally bought the cute cute yellow nodding toy from 7-11. and when i bought it everyone followed suit. -.- what astounding influential power i have XDXDXD and i called mine doing-doing. one day when i find the horrid card reader i shall post a pic of doing doing (with zhiren's orange one) online.
then after band went lunching with jon zr pass and mieo. kfc. as usual. no wonder im fat la. zzzz. then jon was so freaking quiet it was so scary. then zr started getting quiet too o.0 SCARY!
then went walk walk. random us just suddenly decided to pop by ecp, since they had absolutely nothing to do and i had jts at mandarin gardens at 6 anyways. so we went to ecp. omg the beach at the end of ecp is VERY VERY VERY clean know! the waters were so clear ^^ so me mieo started building sandcastles, jon started drawing (argh im so jealous la SO PRO. eee) then started getting real emo.
rest of the day- tiring. but jts was cool. juniors were a happy bunch. XD
but emo. whats emo. someone said its just random sadness where theres absolutely no reason getting sad for. yet another said there has to be some reason.
so im utterly confused over the meaning. but i know for sure i just need someone. someone i can talk to about basically everything without worrying what he/she might think. someone i can share my joys my grievances to, anytime. but i cant find anyone.
walking along the ecp pathway towards macs really made me more emo. RAH. i really miss miss miss ____. and i miss cheryl too. :( why did i have to meet these 2 people AND then have them leave just like that. life is unfair.

Sunday, February 4, 2007 11:15 p.m.
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007 10:18 p.m.



i just found out something.
ive begun to start having random spasms of laughter with certain people over things which are like totally not funny at all.
like durin chem lect whenever i choose to P for pangseh and sit with leow suhui and eunicey at the back of the LT, i start laughing for no reason at all. like, look at suhui's face and laugh. swing sideways. poke people. laugh. they say the chair is cursed, but i think otherwise. theres something wrong with me.
then that time on the bus. started spasm-ing about someone we knew who had this stupid blank dao look on his face and just plopped onto a seat. and boing boing boing. then omg la laugh all the way to school. then in band room also. laugh over a junior's (name shall remain undisclosed) cool hair. i think theres something wrong with me, seriously.
i look at people and laugh la. what is wrong with me OMG. green peas also can make me laugh. -.-
then. i realised im seriously devoid of any funny things or laughter most of the time. apart from time spent with closer friends, during the course of the day like during breaks we just eat. then hai. someone inevitably talks about homework. :( then i have absolutely zero interest whatsoever to join in conversations about homework. everything's so serious.
and so maybe that explains why i laugh so much when i can laugh. to make up for the lost laughings. and i miss last year band pracs. someone who could make me really laugh too.

drifting apart. but was i close to you all in the first place?

Tuesday, January 30, 2007 10:18 p.m.
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Monday, January 29, 2007 11:10 p.m.



I HAAAAAATE DEBATES. RAH.

its like soccer. you want to watch, but you dont want to actually play it.

Monday, January 29, 2007 11:10 p.m.
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Sunday, January 28, 2007 12:46 a.m.



its a great sunday morning and im once again hidden in the confines of my room. like some criminal. why oh why. owells.
woke at 7.45 today. supposed to be IN the band room at 7.45. worse still, i had woken at 5.30 at first, and, thinking it was still early i could go back to sleep for 1 hour before going to school. ended up sleeping a whole 2 hours. what the. and it was all thanks to my alarm clock which chose the right time to conk out so it rang at 8.30 instead of 6.30. what a helpful little thing. -.-
and i left the house with only $1 in my wallet. but at least i got to eat thaipan again! butter squid :)))) yay! and i felt super antisocial today dont ask why. just damn sian and UGH.
the week was worse. tutorials, undone. left notes in school. even more anti social in class. bouts of bad moods. confusion. name it, have it. and chiku was sick too. :(( and i feel horrible okay i skipped a lesson. broke the im not ponning anything record. :(((( bleh.
at least the silver lining in the clouds was new phone thanks to pngass plus sakae buffet yay craving for sushi satisfied! it was really random tho XD but YAY MY GREEN PEAS! i miss my green peas!! :)) hahaha. im a green pea freak.
remind me to get a tube of shuttlecocks.

Sunday, January 28, 2007 12:46 a.m.
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Monday, January 22, 2007 12:31 a.m.



woah i realised my blog is horribly abandoned. haha. nvmnvm. i should be privatising it soon anyway. cos theres really some things i just want to say but i cant say lor. and not like some ppl, i'll make my hints super obvious to those i want to let my blog viewership to. HAHA. sounds like some club. hahaaaa. :))
stuff's getting complicated again. i want to go live in cambodia. eee. why cant our lives be ever free of ppl who want to save their backs by stabbing others who actually had good intentions in mind. ok i may be blabbering nonsense to u here. but few know what i mean.
but lets divert here! PE is HORRID. soccer!! argh. not that i have anything against soccer but im horrible at it ok! really horrible. and band-wise, we're playing spartacus for syf, 3rd symphony and star wars trilogy for majestia. 3rd symphony has 3 tenor sax solos! haha gonna force my juniors to play all. hahahahhahahah. whhooots. this is the benefit of having pro juniors ahahaha. XDXDXD and i went thaipan like FINALLY! ahhh i think im addicted to thaipan. cos the food is cheap and good. :))
u know what. i still havent watched death note 2. and its all thanks to the horrible chiku teh who ps-d me to go watch with her boyfriend. EEEEEEEEE. :(( see i so sad. boohoo. HAHA.

Monday, January 22, 2007 12:31 a.m.
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Sunday, January 14, 2007 11:30 p.m.



its been rain rain raining nonstop for the whole weekend.
at least i got to play badminton after band on sat with a weird mix of ppl i must say. j1s against j2s, guys against girls (jon included with the girls HAHA), then donno just rojak around after that. heng i brought 3 shuttlecocks la. out of 3, i used 2, the other safely hidden within the confines of my bag. and both shuttlecocks got hit into the gym. there were a few lying around too, about 5 more? and all got hit into the gym AS WELL. (we were playing in the gym alley) so we played till there was none left. o.O and some of the j1s are pro!! and after a long drought of badmintonless days, YAY! no more withdrawal symptoms XD
then rest of the week rain rain rain. basically eat sleep eat. gosh im going to grow into a pig. URHG.

Sunday, January 14, 2007 11:30 p.m.
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Saturday, January 13, 2007 01:12 a.m.



ive band tmr. what am i doing online at this unearthly hour. but i dont care anymore. my eyebags are so freaking obvious already it doesnt matter if it goes darker.
o1 has ended, but i wish everyday would still be like o1 when it was really fun and happy and worry free. now its just tutorials lectures and crap i cant understand. and the j1s are so much more hardworking AHH i should feel so guilty OK. but no im still not doing anything. RAH. esp econs. dear econs. why dont we have affinity. -.-
and PE. OMG I GREW 2cm vertically. now 170cm. AHHH can i like STOP growing?! its no good to be so freaking tall ok. UGH. but floorball was funn. :)) running was BLAH. never run for so long alr!! omg i better start my running regime again. tsk.

just to see you once in a while
really brightens my day
even though i dont have the time to talk to you
its still great to know you're still my dear friend :)

Saturday, January 13, 2007 01:12 a.m.
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Tuesday, January 9, 2007 04:16 p.m.



end of O1 omgomgomg sobsobsob its back to lessons and mugging arrgh. and i realised how far behind i am cos i simply cant understand a single crap the teacher is saying.
anyways yesterday was the most funnnded day i ever had in a longggg time :))))) sea regatta!!! dunked a total of 5 times, or more i cant rmb, plus 'sanded' with ALOT of sand from my dear renmusers, dunked people too HAHAA esp zr all the way from the water break place where he was standing, got chaotaed YUCKS, plus more dunking WHEEE.. and sand bombs from the evil noob (nug) haha.
then after everything me and june tot we were so freaking smart to go all the way to mandarin gardens to bathe, IN THE END there was a horrible long queue there too cos everyone was smart enough to go there. -.- ARGH. so we were a cool 1/2 hr late to meet the rest of them who were patiently waiting in sch for us. in the end left the place at 4. hahaa.
then it was off to suntec. they werent showing death note 2 ARHG!!! CAN U BELIEVE IT. so we went to pizza hut, saw another rameses crewlet there. :)) then me june started pigging first then the rest saw and couldnt take it so they ordered some food too hahaa. then crap crap crap. omg la everything was so freaking funny i basically had mouth ache after the whole thing. can laugh until die cannnn! esp for truth and dare. OMG. ahahaa. example: go up to where u can see the fountain in full view, then ask someone WHERES THE FOUNTAIN? not funny here but there was really damn funny ahhaa cos eugene was the one kena-ed.
mass dance then!!!! me june eugene (osmose alumni) wanted to start an osmose train (in case u didnt know osmose was the name of an OG last year) but too bad it was unsuccessful hahaa. but everything was pretty fun fun fun i misss my OG ARHHHH!!! :((( i miss o1 AHHH!!!! i dowan to study. boohoohoo.:(


RENMUS @ sea regatta (before dunking and getting wet)

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RENMUS at suntec! :)

Tuesday, January 9, 2007 04:16 p.m.
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Saturday, January 6, 2007 07:14 p.m.



ahh didnt really have the time to do a proper post on 01 yesterday so i shall do it now. :))

RAMESES

we resurrect!

day one didnt really go as well as i hoped partly cos the yr1s were still quite quiet and not warmed up enough. started the day with only 4 (4!!!) people in my crewlet of renmus woohhoo. at least the numbers increased by the end of the day. anyway games were also pretty much siannded i could only hear myself eugene and june (the other renmus ogls) screaming. no wonder my throat hurt by the end of the day.and i was FREAKING TIRED.zZZ.
day 2 was much better i think the renmusses were screaming and shouting scream shout scream shout! teaching mass dances was fun too heehee ;)) then went to siglap kfc with the crewlet while the rest of the world went to pp or suntec. smart us rite. :)) anyway started randoming and crapping away by the time we left it was 830pm. wasnt as tired as on day 1 tho. happyyyy :))
day 3? was kind of a mad rush at first cos we ended our briefing super late like 7.42 and supposed to go to the hall by 7.40. then slack slack slack in the band room while the yr1s had their PW TALK (WHOOPEE!!!) listened to the star wars trilogy recording then went to meet my class to go meet our new junior class for junior-meet-senior session :)) 07S53. too badd we had only one band junior there, name i simply cant remember right now. oops. if im not wrong, he's in clarinet section. hahaa. then the rest of the day was spent screaming so end of the day i couldnt talk AT ALL. even singing was horrible i went out of tune almost every line lar. ARGH. oh wells, at least i was HIGH at the end of everything, too bad my crewlet was so tired only one of them wanted to go for crewlet dinner.
okay i think reading this may be quite boring but i swear o1 was SUPER FUN OK OK OK. and monday is going to be EVEN MORE SUPER FUN. dunking session during sea regatta and mass dance at suntec WOOHOO!!
and my crewlet!! RENMUS!! LOVEYA ALL!! :))
ah now bout band today. went quite badly, given tt i was feeling really cold in the morning and just wanted to sleep. and my throat was a little better, but still hoarse and went even more hoarse by the end of combined band prac with mr tan. and almost all the st nicks jnrs were at cca fair back in st nicks. -.- so. anyway new junior!! :)) 2 frm alto 1 tenor, one another frm a ms sia band in fairfield. ahhahaa. happy with my new jnrs they seem pretty friendly!! wheee. but sectionals didnt go well, i HATE conducting sectionals ARHG. esp when ur throat hurts and u cant talk without feeling the PAIN every time u speak. oh well. looking fwd to monday's sea regatta XDXDXD
and congrats to all who're finished with their r papers :)))))))

Saturday, January 6, 2007 07:14 p.m.
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Friday, January 5, 2007 08:52 p.m.



01 is partly over (mon is sea regatta woohoo!) and im proud to say that my voice is SEXAYYY hahaha. not that it was a good thing argh my throat hurts and i dont think i will be able to talk at all tmr. ahahaha. ohwells rameses is last but who cares its the fun we had that matters lor. :)) and renmus is a cool crewlet, tho its not very bonded which is quite sad booohooo. but everyone is pretty friendly XD
oh and mass dance rocks hahahhaa. its a great workout dancing all 6 dances at one go XD and its damn fun teaching friendship dance to the freshmen cos we get to bully them (passionate eye contact HAHA).
and we met our junior class today!!! 07S53! er no comments? just have to wait a little longer to get to know them better. :))

Friday, January 5, 2007 08:52 p.m.
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007 01:50 a.m.



its 1 day into 2007 and things are going not very well eh. first i warn everyone i am banned from going online from today onwards so everytime i come online will be quite late cos i'll be sneaking online. haha. so wells.
but then again 2007 was off on a great start cos i managed to spend some quiet time with the whole family and with god the last night of 2006. realised that i havent been doing that the whole year so i really have to do it this year. :))
and theres the friends ive made... without you guys i think i might have just cried and died in VJC. so thanks for everything, reallY! :)
its 01 tomms and im really looking forward to it YAY! XD

Tuesday, January 2, 2007 01:50 a.m.
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Sunday, December 31, 2006 09:30 a.m.



hahaa i havent had time to update the past few days :)) but it had been FREAKING FUN!!! :)))))))
anyway backtrack to 26 nov! band chalet!! went to watch night at the museum first before going to vj bus stop to wait for lim kah huay. hahaaha. 1hr plus. soo reached around 7 plus when they were alr bbqing and a whole bunch of ppl were alr there. nvmnvm. the rest of the night was spent doin aimless cycling, cycling to macs and bk, going to bk and suddenly made to go back by junior who forgot to bring her bag, cycling back in the rain (which is quite fun actually) getting lost halfway, then finally finding the chalet and going back and forcing junior to treat to hersheys cookie pie sundae watever. AHHAA. then we went BOWLING! well it was quite crowded so the whole bunch of us (mostly the sec4s plus extras like me jon and jh) went to play pool but in the end only like 4 ppl played pool and the rest just sat around and watched. ahaha. then the smoke (yes from smoking even tho there was one big fat sign saying NO SMOKING) was getting quite unbearable so the girls plus gay jon went to bowl. in the end only me and jon were bowling la.zzzz. then the rest came and eric joined in. HAAHA. guess the guy learns qte fast hahaha and i deproved per game LA! OMGOMGOMG. law of diminishing marginal returns HAHAA. >.< so in total i spent $14 on bowling!?!?! aRGH. 4 games!! horrible right. but fun. :))
then went back to the chalet (me and jh jogged back, heng cos it started to pour the minute we stepped into the chalet. LOL. ) not much lor. then the living room was getting quite stinky so the clean us decided to go upstairs to the cleaner and nicer smelling bedroom. :)) zzz then the rest not much worth saying, jus that i didnt get to sleep much cos their convos were getting quite loud. haaha.
next day trooped to macs (me to 7-11 cos i was broke from the bowling) to get breakfast before gg to sch for ogl. hahaa then ogl ogl ogl from then till yesterday. wheeee it had been VERY VERY VERY FUN. XDXDXD
oh wells look out for the pics frm chalet next time. i have some probs with the com, AGAIN.
and jiayou to all who're mugging! U CAN DO IT!! :))

Sunday, December 31, 2006 09:30 a.m.
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006 10:50 p.m.



MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. :))
otherwise a rather bleak one. zzz. happy holidays.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006 10:50 p.m.
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Friday, December 22, 2006 07:31 p.m.



HAHA WASBE IS OVER :))))) wheeee!
concert was not bad, audience untypical of esplanade audience. haha. playing in esplanade was super easy cos even soft notes had resonance. and wasbe was a great time to catch up with long lost friends : ) anyway omg im totally in love with the series III AHHH!! my fellow st saens tenor saxophonist thanks for letting me try it out :)))) and for the size 4 reed! hahaa.
and next week's CHRISTMAS XDXDXD and band chalet XDXDXDXD!!!

Friday, December 22, 2006 07:31 p.m.
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Thursday, December 21, 2006 11:55 a.m.



im leaving soon to go collect the sch badge frm chiku's house then its off for the concert! AHH FINALLY im so glad its going to be over the past few days have been really torturous its like band from 9 to 5, just that i have to wake up super early cos its all the way at NIE at boon lay. but i ponned tues. so its okayer. haha.
anyway monday woke up at 7 when chiku called me. like, OMG i was supposed to meet her at 7 to get the tix!! ohkay. so chionged and caught a cab to school. -.- should have just gone to NIE to meet them la. hais. anyway. st saens band (sheng siong! hahaha) was... err... nvvm. just that after the prac the remaining VJ clan had a conference with the organisers and haha conclusion is? personal decision, which i left till the last min on wed to decide to go. hahaha. reached home at 930pm HEAVY RAIN whole way somemore was carrying my heavy tenor which was going to break my back anytime.
tues went for ogl mtg hahaa it was definitely a whole load much more fun. we ran in the rain!!! OMG so cool. hahaa. got high on mass dances, cheering and games:))
yesterday. went for band after meeting kw for macs breakfast! i was like 1hr late hahaa was tossing a coin outside to see whether we should go in. when we went in finally we saw 1 oboist and 1 tenor! like. AHH. if we had known we wldnt have gone la. aaaaaaaahhh. anyway. the oboist is sam neo XDXDXD haaha major gossip session about ... and ... LOL.

Thursday, December 21, 2006 11:55 a.m.
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Saturday, December 16, 2006 09:06 p.m.



Not So Silent Night 2006
as mr tan said, it was a BLAST. preparing so hard for it (9/5) was really worth it. even though i didnt get the chance to do much cam whoring cos i was too busy trying to find my phone (ARHHRHGG!!!) but its the memories tt count RIGHT! yesh. VJCSB rocks wheeeeee! and thanks to the following group of people who made yesterday such a memorable night for me!
1)peiling, xiaoyun, desmond, mansoor, shuxie, cheryl, ruijean and shiyi for coming to support! u guys rock XD
2)SN jnrs for coming to support too! thanks thanks loads!
3)chiku (for loads of unmentionable stuff HAAHA) and kah huay too!
4)my wonderful section! vera eric mark mieo lemuel bs eugene!
5)my secret exchange gift pal for the CUTE CUTE PIGLET!! omg its damn cute la!
6)all those who gave me stuff! im going to get fat on sweets and chocs! :))
7)everyone who gave me flowers XD
8)weijie and mark for making stageband so ...interesting! hahaa.
9)6 people gang for being adventurous to go eat thaipan with me! XDXDXD ahhaaa
10)jonliang for being with us in SPIRIT! :))
11)DeeDees for making the tuesday outing such a fun one.. it was a nice break from band for awhile. XD bowling again k! and pool! :)) and esp yinning for wanting to go for NSSN. haha.
12)people who helped me hunt for my stupid phone.
13)affyzal for playing with us! XD
14)TAE club for the wonderful funny skit :))
15)vjcsb EXCO!! for making NSSN a huge success!
16)Mr TAN! without u we'll just collapse and die. ahaa.
17)and the sec 4s! without u all we'll just collapse and die too. HAHA.

if i didnt mention anyone here, dont be offended kaY! im really grateful for ur support, in one way or another!
after the whole thing went on a major cam whore session, plus CSI investigation for my phone. oops. like 10 plus people listening for the vibration in the band room. haha. then went to eat at pp macs with the remainder of the band including the clarinetists plus a fragment of the saxys and a few other ppl. then had to go home! the rest went to watch cinderella LA OMG. ended super late from what i heard. haha.

chiku and me at pp macs!


saxes section identity :)!


my cute cute cute piglet!

lazy to upload the rest lah.heehee.

Saturday, December 16, 2006 09:06 p.m.
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Thursday, December 14, 2006 10:27 p.m.



im like drained drained drained alr. monday band 8-5, tues band 10-12 then deedee outing (we went bowling! :)) till 5, wed band 8-5, thurs band 8-5, and tmr we'll have band 12-11. its quite a feat i din get high today. hahaa. apart from a few laughing fits here and there.
bought presents ytd!! after band, 6 plus.. then bussed to town..by the time we got on the 36 to go back to sch it was 8 alr. then on the 55 there was this guy with really really stinky BO. and he was digging his nose constantly for like donno how long la. YUCK.
anyway i don feel like blogging too much today. have to do the presents and stuff anyway. so save everyting (plus pics!! OMG i love cam whoring! haha)for tmr :)) nssn is gonna be funnnnnn since we prepared so hard for it! preparation was fun too but really really tiring la. hais. but with funny ppl to entertain you its much much better. haha.
thanks for supporting us those who are going! :)) ticket sales are abit ...errr... but! we'll be selling tix at the door!! so jus come and buy ur tix at the door!! there'll be enough to go round. hahah. thats how good our sales are. XD

Thursday, December 14, 2006 10:27 p.m.
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Saturday, December 9, 2006 10:11 p.m.



and THUS ends my blog's week-long drought with a post! haha. lets see lets see. what happened this week? oh nothing worth mentioning haha so i shall just skip to next week ok! :))

Not So Silent Night
15th December 2006, 7pm
VJC Performance Theatre
Tickets at $8

interested tell me ok! sms or sth. im not going to force anyone to go, if your conscience can take it, then dont go. :D if our many years or months or days of friendship means anything to you, please do come and know that i'll appreciate it alot alot alot and thank you for your support XD
next week's schedule:
mon: band prac 8 till 4
tues: DeeDees' outing! :))
wed: band prac 8 till 4
thurs: band prac 8 till 4
fri: NSSN! before that, band prac i think.

see! see how much effort we all have put in!! so you know what to do :))

Saturday, December 9, 2006 10:11 p.m.
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Sunday, December 3, 2006 01:03 a.m.



ocip 2006.
The L Factor: Learn, Love, Laugh.
23 Nov- 1 Dec


instead of giving a blow by blow day account of my wonderful 8 days in cambodia, i should just put down the more memorable stuff here! theres just too much to say. so here goes. what happened..

sending off at the airport by my dear cca mates! no classmates except jh tho.
eunicey and rachel's room was like full of mirrors on the wall. supposed to be a 'sleazy' room, according to mr lim. =X
food frm then on was to consist of rice plus one dish. the rice was so freaking much the dee dee girls all gave our rice to the 2 poor guys. even breakfast was rice. hahaha.XD
painting -- 2 interior coats 1 exterior coat!
solar oven-- lots of cuts, plus heating and bending bamboo.
well drilling was obviously the most fun of all the activities. got to learn abit of geog by scooping out all the rocks. When the water really started spurting out everyone went to play in the water and we were the only well drilling team to return wet and quite clean.

and what i missed..
1)the padi fields
2)the playing at the well
3)the food! seriously. one dish is enough to make me happy.
4)the dorms with the frog and the noisy cricket.
5)yinning's HARRY POTTER and HAPPY TOGETHER alarm ringtone! ahaha.
6)the singing sessions!! sang so much during the trip la. ahhaa.
7)the lame jokes
8)bridging sessions. im not a beginner anymore!! :))
9)the kids, especially sok phiak and sok phia!
10) DEE DEES!!! sharon, yinning, shiyi, wei shan, joshua, sean, yi teng, xinting! i miss you guys!! cant imagine ocip without such a wonderful group. outing soon ok! :)))
and this is a little of everything. :) im going to stay in cambodia next time. ahahaa. oh. and check out the pics here.

Sunday, December 3, 2006 01:03 a.m.
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Sunday, December 3, 2006 12:15 a.m.



We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what wed have to go through
Now here we are, Im suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
Ill be there when the world stops turning
Ill be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you


And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
Ill be there when the world stops turning
Ill be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
Ive been waiting so long
Nothings gonna tear us apart

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
Ill be there when the world stops turning
Ill be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road that I wanna keep going on
Love is a river, I wanna keep going
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
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Sunday, December 3, 2006 12:15 a.m.
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Thursday, November 23, 2006 12:36 a.m.



its 1/2 an hour into my 17 year-oldhood. 17 sounds nice. haha. its like old, but not too old. :)) i like 17. it shall be my favourite no. from now on. haha.
went back to sn on 21st for the band camp. it was only awhile, to kope pizza (as usual) and talk to jnrs, and watch some video on the balloon hat fest. and like i TOTALLY didnt expect them to celebrate my bday la!! em poks came wif a cake. and apparently even chiku knew abt it!! OMG. i shld have sensed sth was amiss since it required less persuasion frm my part to make her go back to sn. hahaha. aww im so touched :)) almost cried. haha. i love besties and saxes!! XD
not gna update alot today since i still havent packed finish my stuff. my load has exceeded its 10kg limit!!! oh no. and i havent even put in my food yet. :(( RAH.
oh wells. im off to cambodia to dig wells and make soap. see you guys soon, i hope. heh. :))

Thursday, November 23, 2006 12:36 a.m.
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Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:09 p.m.



what a horrible morning. but afternoon it was ok. haha.
anyway. band prac. went to sch and realised tt my instru still wasnt back frm repair!! i mean, 1 week to change a key pad?? diaoooo. so had to use the -.- evil hard-to-play-disgusting-tone selmer. k fine. its me. hrrmph. so my tone sucked. BIG TIME. and i din even know tht there was gna be a new song la. today was the first time i saw the score. OMGOMG. carmen fantasy. need to really prac b4 this thurs la. otherwise i can jus go die le. BT WHERE GOT TIME LA. mon- ocip meeting. tues- alr band prac!! and wed- donno whether need to do las min packing for logistics. and its my bday. gimme a break. so thurs flying off la. how to prac!? and worse still, my instru still wont be back on tues. so i'll still have a horrible tone on tues again. PARDON ME. leaving a super bad impression jus before i leave la. eh.
OH WAIT. i realised i can stil go for band prac on thurs hahahahhaa. o.O
i shall not touch on today since everyone who was present know wat happened. so keep my thoughts to myself. just say that it was so much scarier as compared to ms sia's frequent outbursts and walk-outs. :((

oh wells. afternoon was better haha. went to eat pasta wif chiku and jh! jh treated us $5 la omg nice nice girl. sorry ah jh for treating u like tt in the morning. u HVE HVE TO WAKE UP AND BE PUNCTUAL FRM NOW ON AH. ok anyway. then we went to mp com lib the cafe galilee there. yay got my cookies and cream agaiN!! :)) tho i rmbed wrongly and chose milkshake instead of ice blended hhaha. but it was still nice! and chiku studied, jh read books and i jus basically did nothing except do a few chem qns here and there ahaha. and me and jh ended up bored so we gave chiku a 10min timer to do her 10 chem qns while we basically did this:

hahaha. bored sia we all. damn lame la. ahhaa.
oh and i realised that the bird is older than the worm [:((] by a few minutes! tht sucks. :((( ok take that back. i am not the worm. -.-

Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:09 p.m.
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Friday, November 17, 2006 10:50 p.m.



feel so bloddy stuPID RARHR.
oh well. whatever. WHATEVER. zzz. anyway went to school. for 15 mins!! OMG. for ocip meeting. -.-
so. after travelling like 40 mins from sgn nth to marine parade to attend a 15 min ocip meeting, i decided to go to ecp (as usual!) to walk walk while waiting for chiku teh to come to sch. hahaha. then went to watch step up! ok la. one of the nicer movies. heh heh. rahh i hate the prestige for making me not like all the chick flicks as much now la! hahaha. now im waiting for another movie like the prestige to pop up. haiiii.
stupid part of the day. not commenting. -.-
then went to chiku's house to pei her to 'study'. haha. in the end ... nvm. tmr will be a FRUITFUL DAY. heehee.
HAHAHA some of the sec 4s have finished their o's!! haha when mieo msged me i was like more enthu than her la! LOL. then she was saying all her frens went home to watch goong. walao! no life sia. o's over go home watch tv??? OMGOMGOMG. i still rmb i went seoul garden with partners-in-crime! haaha. aiya. their choioce ba. XD

Friday, November 17, 2006 10:50 p.m.
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006 10:11 p.m.



Suo Sdey!
hahah. learning khmer is so cool. my tongue almost got twisted hahahha. oh and one phrase has a man-srul something, sounds like mansoor and it means "i dont feel well." LOL.
oh after that had band food hunt. didnt feel like going with them so i ended up taking 196 all the way to clementi and back. like. this is wad bored ppl do!! hahaha. lau pa sat was quite bad cos the food i ate was like maggi mee. hahah. wahtever. and there was this grp of aunties and uncles dancing line dance. or crooked dance. seriously. the lines were not lines at all. they were crooked.
and after that, the whole troupe of us went home. zzz. BORING LA. one day when i can stay out till 10plus and everyone goes home. -.-
and now i know. and i cant wait for hope village. cos there i dont have to go worry abt stuff. jus play and have fun with the kids. :)) 8 more days.

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006 12:11 p.m.



hotel one night, airconditioned accomodation for the rest of the week. this is going to be a verryy toned down holiday man. to think i was ready to expect some mosquito-infested dorm and open toilets or something. o.O
nonetheless ocip looks set to be a really fun and enriching experience XD and i think the shirts are gna look coooll. :)) yay cant wait.
i cant prac my instru cos its sent for repair!!! BLEHAR. and i CANT GO FOR TUNE-IN too. :(((( ohwells.
i realised im blogging for the sake of blogging. -.- haha. tag if u wish to help me make my blog less dead. :) and happy birthday in advance t xy and cuishan, if u even see this! i wont be around to wish u all on ur bdays. lhaha.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006 12:11 p.m.
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Sunday, November 12, 2006 09:59 p.m.



cant walk properly now cos my left foot hurtttts i dont know why it doesnt look like its sprained or anything it just hurts i think maybe its internal i guess or maybe i ran too much on thursday or smth. yea so donno how i managed to survive walking the WHOLE of orchard today w chiku teh and she was whining like she was the one with the foot which was going to drop off anytime soon. hahahaha. and tried to call like loads of ppl to go shop wif us.. em poks was 'BUSY' and eunicey had some weirdo thingy on.. jh went to escape! haha i think i wont ever go escape ever again since the only time i went to escape i almost puked out all my lunch cos the rides were going round and round and round...
kkk back to today. OMG damn funny. we went to ps toilet.. then there was this new dryer where the air comes out thru the sides. then chiku was like. whats this. how to use. then she put her hands there then the air came out. then she was SO SUPER SHOCKED she retracted her hands. like OMG. bimbo behaviour!!! AHAHA. then on the mrt on the way to orchard she was like examining sth on my arm which was brown and dark and OBVIOUSLY a mole. then she was like. is that a mole? it doesnt look like a mole leh. OMGOMGOMG. superrr bimbo la!! ahhahaa. ok shant be mean liaos. XDXDXD
oh and i ate like at pizza hut (thx to chiku's complimentary vouchers! :)) for lunch and at sizzler's (those buffet kind.. i eat until couldnt even walk la!) for dinner.. plus fried mars bars and slurpee in between. oh crap la. never eaten so much in a day. im going to get fat. bo0ho0hoo. :(((

Sunday, November 12, 2006 09:59 p.m.
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Thursday, November 9, 2006 11:06 p.m.



haha im taking a leaf out of chiku's book (or blog). here are ten things i learnt today.
1) go to school 1/2 an hr late but you are still early for ocip finance comm meeting. cos apparently there were only 4/13 ppl present. or sth like that.
2) going to school late will make you see horrible bus drivers whom you've seen before and who've tested your intelligence by making u stand at the 1.2m mark.
3) jogging by yourself to bedok jetty is a nice way of spending time with yourself. :))
4) sitting by yourself at bedok jetty is also a nice way of spending time with yourself. even tho you may seem like a loser. haha.
5) NEVER ever go to cathay when it is raining. you'll get VERYVERYVERY wet. and you'll scream all the way.
6) its disgusting to watch SOME people being lovey-dovey in public. seriously. like putting on newly bought necklaces on each other? sorry. i almost lost my appetite.
7) going to watch a movie when you are super wet from the rain will make you freeze to death in the cinema.
8) watching chick flicks like Material Girls after watching a super nice show like The Prestige will jus make you depreciate chick flicks even more. seriously. i don like such shows anymore. haha.
9) wearing the shirt which was used to jog AGAIN is very very gross. and stinks up the bus.
10) talking very late to ppl online can lead you to find out that they're experiencing the same things that you are. ahah. thats for my case.
went to watch material girls lorh. not nice. plot was weak. din learn anything. haha. fine. i shall stop comparing all the movies with The Prestige. i'll end up so dissatisfied.
actually wanted to go shopping one!!! bahh.
and i have uploaded class pics here. from start of term 1 till now. something like a dedication to the class which rocks. :))
why cant life be a fairytale?

..and where were you when i needed you most.

Thursday, November 9, 2006 11:06 p.m.
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 06:03 p.m.



pw.
its over.
finally!!! :)) HAPPY!! most of us should be glad tt pw is over, except for a few people. haha! and you know who you are. :X
anyway. pw's been a great experience nevertheless. esp since groupa is the MOST harmonious grp in the class. LOL. have u ever seen us really arguing? no. only having heated debates. :) and thanks to countless singing sessions, breakdancing displays, the flow dance, endangering of lives by measuring the width of the road using feet, and many many more other weird crappy stuff we did tt made pw such an enjoyable thing to do :)
but im still glad its officially over. ahaha. jiayou to the rest who still have to do the op and inr!! XDXDXD

Wednesday, November 8, 2006 06:03 p.m.
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 02:00 a.m.



2am!!! : )))))
2AM, and the rain is falling... here we are, at the crossroads once again XD
and im listening to the 3 goong songs on repeat mode. repeat repeat repeat. WHEEEEEE.
thanks to i&r. OMG. regret not doing it earlier now its like crap. really crap i donno what im typing at all.
but on a brighter note, op's OVERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!! :XXXX lalalala. shaky, stumbled here and there, but overall ok la! yay. op's over! and pw will be over tmr!!!!! actually it'll be over once i do finish the i&r. haha.
DADAAAAA.DADADAAAAA.

Wednesday, November 8, 2006 02:00 a.m.
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Monday, November 6, 2006 04:35 p.m.



leftovers.
leftovers arent nice. eating it makes me sick to the stomach.
looks can be decieving. it may look okay on the outside, but in fact it can cause much harm.
leftovers causes pain.
everytime i see leftovers i feel sad.
i want to hate leftovers. but i cant.
i dont ever want to see leftovers again. (its a waste of food.) but i cant.

but all i want to say is DONT TOUCH MY LEFTOVERS. but i cant.
and i dont want other people to touch such leftovers. but i cant stop them.
RAHH. leftovers.

Monday, November 6, 2006 04:35 p.m.
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Saturday, November 4, 2006 11:17 p.m.



happy bday st and jj!! :)) its 18 days to my own bday!! XD
anyway ytd was damn fun!! although it would have been more fun if i hadnt lost my wallet!! RHAR. forget it. bah.anyway went to shop wif chiku before meeting peii at 3 to buy st and jj's present frm the class. :)) then i fell asleep while we waited at the food court at suntec. hahaa. in the end me peiii and jas met the class at 6 (at the predesignated time of 530 there were ONLY 3 ppl. wha.) and went to ms swensens! i had never noticed tht there was swensens at ms bfore la.
but! today was qte horrible. it started off with me waking up at 740. and i thought i was early for band! until i got up, went to the toilet and thought again. then i was like. ARHGHGH!!!!! late for band!! haaha. THEN. barbie doll playing. after not playing with barbie dolls for so long, i felt more and MORE and MORE frustrated. bleh. maybe frustrated with myself as well. haha.
oh wells. guess if one day im happy the next day i have to have a horrible day in order to balance out. eeeyer.

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Thursday, November 2, 2006 11:08 p.m.



saxy hornies outing today! :)) went to the beach. tried rollerblading hahaaa. proud to say that i fell down only 3 times! hahaa. once at the hump. :) i hate humps so much i love it. hahaa.
then went to walk around the beach. it was a really windy day and the sea was so nice and kayakable. :D i want to kayak!!! anyways. we did alot of haaha stuff. like
screaming to the sea.
doing whiney whiney and i want you!
singing. and singing. and singing. haha
playing stupid games like hai-tai
crying. haha! only one person la. lol.
burying glass
haha. plus more, but i forgot. overall a very high day! i want to do this sort of thing again. just relaxing. not caring about everything for awhile. baisically just CHILLING. :)) but too bad its not always i will get to do this sort of mad stuff cos not everyone is psycho and mad as this. haha. but it was FUN. :)) serious fun. better than being cooped up at home doing donno what. or going to school for pw or individuals. HA.
i have chosen not to care. XD

Thursday, November 2, 2006 11:08 p.m.
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006 11:45 p.m.



oman tdy is like the first time ever i got treated to a super ex meal!! went to crystal jade, jh plus me plus shitian plus spencer= $52 bucks in total, and spencer paid for EVERYTHING. omg la! SO FREAKN NICE!!!!! SO FREAKN NICE OKAY. :))))))))))))))))))) spencer if u see this. THX THX THX ALOT!!:))))
anyways. rained super heavily today so couldnt go to the beach. so ended up going all the way to j8 wif jh to 'shop' awhile before going to church. j8, a substitute for the beach! wow. so nw im really really tired. will blog some other day when im more in the mood ba. :)

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 02:27 p.m.



i deproved. :(( now i cant even run 4.8km. after running wif eunicey i went for sectionals. BUT there were so few ppl i decided to go run wif jon instead. AGAIN. and hahaha. i regretted it. omg he ran SO FREAKING FAST OK. -.- looks can be so deceiving. haha. anyway. after running another 1/2 of the 3.2km, i decided to wait at the bridge while jon ran the remaining of his 4.8km. stone there. ok, din really stone lah. but it was a nice windy day to go to the beach. too bad i had sectionals and had to go back. :( run tmr again! XD
at least i clocked my 4hrs of practicing le. no need to prac anymore till sat! wheeee. oops. by the way. something castrophobic happened today. OMGOMGOMG. no! WHTS WRONG WITH STAYING THERE. WHY MUST YOU COME OVER. RHAHR.

Tuesday, October 31, 2006 02:27 p.m.
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Sunday, October 29, 2006 01:36 a.m.



decided to take a break from my goong frenzy to blog. haha.
feeling much better now. talking to ppl online really helps :)) and omg i still cant believe i was so emo during church. what a horrible person i am. instead of listening, i was shutting off and worrying about my own stuff. blarh. ok, so there i was not thinking straight and i heard this catechist announcement and i was like, i feel like becoming a catechist. ya why not. strengthen my faith as well as others' faith. THEN when i went out my mind suddenly changed cos of the totally daoed reactions of my previous catechist. oh wells thanks la. so if i really want to become a catechist i'll go to another church to become one. hahaa. :((
uni admission talk today. now i really dont know le. ahah. smu is really out of the question cos i cant do business for nuts. my 16 PF says so. haha. and can i even go to uni? bleahr.
i should invest in an alarm clock. now that my phone is NOT working and keeps waking me up at 12am at night, i have to get one alarm clock so i wont be late for school. but dont you think its really pro tt i can wake up at 7.26am, bathe and get ready and be at the bus stop at 7.45am? lol.

Sunday, October 29, 2006 01:36 a.m.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006 10:35 p.m.



havent exercised in AGES. im going to become such a fat fat FAT pig. -.-.-.- no one wants to exercise!
OP is getting on my nerves. but im really thankful for the wonderful group i have: groupa! lol. we're like a bunch of psychos when put together. hahaa. so it makes pw seem like much less of a chore. tho it still is. XD
more or less recovered from my emo day. even tho my emo days usually lasts much longer than some other people. still traces of it here and there, but im taking it in my stride >.< YEA. but i realised sth. i think im turning into some anti social introvert. hahaa. like. like... WHO? i din say who! XDXDXD
i really miss my sec sch friends. chiku gang especially. boohoohoo. and st nicks. and snsb. and ms sia. and the cockroaches. boohoohoo.

Thursday, October 26, 2006 10:35 p.m.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006 12:11 a.m.



i so feel ASKFJOEADHTOEHOEAT now. maybe its cos of pw. but i know the main reason. pw is just a small catalyst. and plus my level 9.0 abstractedness and 8.2 intelligence, my complicated mind has led me to think about lots and lots of stuff. oritorihtoihrsfhgofih.
now only i know the real reason for why im feeling so Aihfroaiehrfoieahdfoiahedf. maybe chiku will too, after reading this post? lol. cos even tho i said i dont care, i think i do care after all. but i cant do anything about it and so.. eaijfoesijdgoihafdgfd. as the more i wonder the more unrealistic it seems to become.
oh wells. my emo day is over. i shall go watch my goong to cheer up. or just go sleep. :))

Thursday, October 26, 2006 12:11 a.m.
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006 01:34 a.m.



3 pokes. and it hurts now. especially my left arm, which got two thirds of the pokes. it feels like a mini- muscle ache where only a small part of my arm hurts. hahahaa. typhoid, influenza and hepatitis A. plus malaria pills, and it all adds up to about $125. woah woah woah. FREAKING EX! i hate jabs. :))
and i hate pw too. cant seem to work shade 8 and macromedia flash AT ALL. so have to find substitutes. for shade 8 i just have to use photoshop. result wont be as nice but what else can i do? it cant possibly turn out like how those pros do it rite. after all im still a student. ahaaha. flash? how bout flash? i cant even use it cos my com is win me it needs win xp to work. so tmr will kope yc's laptop. hahaa. try to do everything tmr. wheeee.
my blog has never been deader. seriously. this is the time where my blog has really really dieded. boohooohoo. :((

Tuesday, October 24, 2006 01:34 a.m.
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Friday, October 20, 2006 06:29 p.m.



OMG THE PRESTIGE ROCKS!!! go watch. seriously. its the best show ive ever watched in a very very very long time. makes you think. and argue with ur classmates. hahaha. its those kind of shows where u dont get the beginning part. think its boring. den must persist in watching and THEN u'll get it. GO WATCH!!! OMG OMG OMG. really. go watch. its ten thousand times better than she's the man! GO WATCH. then tell me, who's the bad guy? lols. we were all debating over this la. woah. actually was qte tired after badminton and didn really want to go watch movie with the class cos i tot The Prestige was some ultra boring show and i wanted to watch death note too. but glad i went in the end cos its so freaking nice! i want to go watch it again!!!!!!!! gave up looking for ppl to go watch death note with me le. no one wants to watch la. BAH. who wants to go watch death note MUS tell me k? so i can tag along :)) and whos watching the prestige too mus tell me! hahahaa. XDXDXD

Friday, October 20, 2006 06:29 p.m.
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006 11:39 p.m.



i've noticed a hole in my shoe. now its in perfect condition. :))
i need a new pair of shoes.
i need a new wallet.
i need a new phone.
i need to jab myself.

and i have no money.
oh well. scrimp and save. :) anyway. school was horrible today. so ultra boring. except for our self initiated pe lesson. played floorball. DAMN fun. XD but other than tt, lectures were zzzzzzz. fell asleep during every single lecture even tho i vowed to pay attention from then onwards. arhg. op talk was just there to basically freak me out. i am so incoherent i wont be able to survive op. helllppp.
you know what. ive learnt my lesson. am just going to HECK it and go to school tmr at 1130. so i wont miss gp and ogl interview and probably clique outing for steamboat? :)) but other than tt, bye bye phy tutorial and econs lect!

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006 08:33 p.m.



dig this.
1. laptop dying. charger spoilt. trying to send over all the important info to the group email add as fast as possible, with ter trying to do cpr to the com. hahaa.
2. man cant sign in to msn, uses web msnger instead so its even more mafan to send stuff.
3. i saved the wr onto the cd rom. ULTRA POSITIVE i brought the correct cd. in the end when reached sch and we checked the cd, there was NOTHING on it. had to borrow a cd frm simon.
4. tried to find a com wif cd burner around the sch. when we finally found one. had to redo almost ALL the changes we did to it in the morning. then CANT save. teacher came for lesson so had to leave the com lab. -.-

ohkay. this all happened in 24 hrs. GD RITE. our grp is so unlucky. but thnks to gmail, we were spared frm near death. :)) and grpa rocks :)))))haaaha.
for promos results now left gp compre. the rest not so good, not so bad either. just average lor. thanking god for my results. :) learnt not to compare wif others since my grp of frens are so freaking smart anyway and it causes more competitiveness than anything.
after this im going to slp. i need to slp after slping for only 2 hrs ytd? lol

Tuesday, October 17, 2006 08:33 p.m.
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Monday, October 16, 2006 08:26 p.m.



got back the 16 PF results today.. results were quite surprising. hahaa. my occupational fields are NOT abit contrasting only. i can do science AND arts. lol. and my creative potential is 2.0!!! someone sack me frm my archives job pls. lol kidding. XD and biggest joke. my intellectual efficiency is 8.2!! "very alert mentally", "fast learner"? HELLO. this is SO untrue. HAHAHAAAA. at LEAST i was told i am suited for architecture :))))) and wat is fine? wad kind of job is fine??? someone tell me! and how can i become a biologist if i din even take bio? lol. oh and my dependability is like 1.0. hahah. dont ever trust me. HAHAHAH.
got back phy, maths and econs essay today. quite unexpected results for econs tho. oh wells. crossing my fingers for chem tmr. blhaarh.
maybe i should consider becoming a liberal arts professor. hahahahaa. so cool. i mean, like, "what's ur job?" "oh, im a liberal arts professor." woooahhhhh. okay. whatever. hahaa. crappy again. must be the pw. MUST BE. someone was so freaking high today. hahaaha. so funny. u owe me a nice bday present! lol.

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Saturday, October 14, 2006 09:11 p.m.



i think i have a strange affinity to sai kang. -.-
oh wells. open house is over. could see that it was not as hyped up as last yr's, wif fewer people..and the mood is just not there (for me, tt is.) had to go sch at 730 so was really exhausted at the end of the whole thing. BUT still had to climb tables to take down banners. many thanks to archives, weijie and mark for helping to put up and take down the banners :))
souvenirs? not quite wad i envisioned. (got such a word? sorry.cant think properly right now.) but almost everyone says its cute. so maybe, i guess, its cute lor. the one with the sax, horn and double bass is the cutest :))) again, thanks to shayne yh and zr for helping me. couldnt have done it without u guys. awww. :)
so. was stuck at the booths and couldnt walk around collecting other cca's souvenirs. managed a quick view of the concourse tho. even fewer people. haha. mieos said NJ ppl were more friendly than VJ ppl. has things changed since last year? i wonder..
oh and for the perf? opening ceremony was okay, not that much of a bang. then for the actual band perf at abt 12 and 2.. i was getting more and more tired after every song. mouth getting more and more sore. only song i had the mood to play was pirates. after the whole thing i was like, raoihroiehiorheafbfkjk. still had to move the tables back to their ORIGINAL places. otherwise fine $20. i mean, tables are tables. they all look the same. whats wrong with moving it to the nearest space where a table should be? HUHHUHHHUH. felt quite murderous after the whole thing which ended at around 3-4. somemore was holding on to a penknife. hahahhaa. yea at least its all over.
chiku's friend is so nice to her la!! omg. specially came down all the way to visit her. too bad they were having prac in the room. so he went to buy a snapple and wrote a note for her. omgomgomg. so nice. so awwwwww. AWWWWWWWW. so envious. :)) SO NICE!!!!! why dont i meet such nice ppl huh. lol. kidding. XD
anyway by the time i went home i was so freaking tired and dirty and sticky (and stinky?) i kiapped myself on the bathroom door. lol. no energy to go church. went to slp instead. i want to go out!!!!!! rahrhhghg.

Saturday, October 14, 2006 09:11 p.m.
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Saturday, October 14, 2006 01:51 a.m.



vjcsb official blog is finally up HERE!! :))
tell me tell me how is it. i did the damn template myself (copied the format from one skin tho. im not tt pro haha. SHUSHAN U BETTER TREAT ME OK. hahahahahaa. XDXDXD
anyways. today was farewell assembly. woke up at 615am so had to rush to catch the bus in 15 min. as a result i looked like i got off the wrong side of the bed. :(( oh wells. was quite confused cos i didn noe wat they meant by 'band prac at 8am'. lol. had to leave right after the national anthem. couldnt see the first part of the concert.
after farewell assembly (was rather emo still even tho the news wasnt new)there was the security talk thingy. actually previously i harboured thoughts on joining the saf. but now after the talk. hahhaha. i very can join. i'll end up dead lar. just not going to be fit enough no matter how much i train. haha. and then after tt we were supposed to slack around until like 245 cos they cancelled bp. went to see mr har for pw (YAY our grp is OK! :)))) then did archives stuff ( cut bookmarks plus hang banner--- super dangerous can. was like balancing on 3 tables haha) then had to treat zr yh and shayne cos they were so nice to help out with archives. :)) thx lots u guys. :)))
arr. in the end reached home at about 10pm. sent daddy off to sri lanka. then did the blog thing. ppl reading this go check out the band blog and tell me how is it!!! i NEED TO KNOW!!!

Saturday, October 14, 2006 01:51 a.m.
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006 09:01 p.m.



who cares who cares who cares. LOL. i dont tink im making much sense here cos im quite deprived of slp right now even tho i slept on the dirty mattress in the band rm for like 3 hrs(including the time i was woken up by drummings, trumpeting and tickling. -.-)
anyways class chalet was damn fun!!!:)) place was quite ulu-fied.. but still not too bad! stayed up the whole night just playing weird games and lauging alot and telling ghost stories... then visit to OCH. haha. okay we just walked around it. the path leading to OCH was pitch black la. no one in their right mind would want to go in. okay not me, even tho i was partly curious to find out what it would be like inside OCH too. at least i saw part of the building. to tell the truth, chalet K (the one where we had our band chalet) looked much scarier. my hair actually stood as we were walking past it. and to think i didnt think much of it when i stayed there tt time. hahaha.and something bit me. couldnt see what it was cos it was dark, but my little toe numbed for awhile. now its starting to hurt again. i HOPE it was just an ant.
then went toward changi village to eat prata haha. saw quite a few women (?) with really really long legs (which actually looked fake) and we were like wondering whether they were, you know, fake? and what were they doin so early in the morning? (4am)
anyway. conked out almost immediately when we went back to the chalet. zzzzzzzzzzzz. still tired now. slept from bout 6 to 8.. den went to sch and slept in the band rm till 12? zzzzzzz. tmr still need to meet for pw. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
band was in all quite zzz. haha. for me la. was falling asleep during the end. at least after tt we played a bit of badminton in the room after hanging the banner outside the room and almost getting caught by tyh again (i was caught once, and had to run twice. all for wearing blue shorts and slippers.)anyway. badminton!!! XDXDXD got quite high. started hitting the shuttlecock with the handle. whaha. always get high playing badminton! :))))
and shocking news! omg whyyy? its such a short period of time lar. :((
argh cant stand it anymore. im really gg to slp. shall do a more detailed entry once im more alert. zzz

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Monday, October 9, 2006 11:54 p.m.



exactly 1.5 days without my phone and SOMEWHAT surviving. guess you never realise stuff valuable to you only until it is missing. :(( now i take super long to type out smses (cos sony ericsson and motorola phones are WEIRD) and i donno almost 95% of ppl who msg me. have to guess. ARHGHGHG. i cant wait for 3 days to be over THEN i can get back my phone. i promise to treat it better and not drop it all the time. hahahaa.
went to the new VIVO-sth shopping centre today. like more than half the shops werent open. -.- so couldnt really tell whether the place was nice. but there was a superr nice shop selling superrr nice clothes! worth going back for. and the sky garden is also DAMN NICE (the view lah, the plants still need improvement. looks bare.) like the wind, the water, the ferries... SOO ROMANTIC! aawwwww. haha. too bad couldnt stay till night time.. cldnt see the night view. another time ba :)) at least the sky was clear. BIG PLUS.
tmr class chalet! hope the sky will be as clear as today and yesterday. woah. 2 classes had class chalet ytd and tdy and both days had clear skies. LUCKY.
sometimes people's behaviour just AMAZES me.

Monday, October 9, 2006 11:54 p.m.
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Sunday, October 8, 2006 06:49 p.m.



You scored as Bomb. Your death will be by bombing. You will probably be an innocent bystander, not doing anything wrong and not a person who was targeted at, just in the wrong place at the wrong time.

Bomb

80%

Natural Causes

60%

Posion

60%

Suffocated

53%

Suicide

53%

Gunshot

47%

Stabbed

47%

Eaten

47%

Disease

47%

Cut Throat

33%

Disappear

27%

Accident

27%

Drowning

20%

How Will You Die??
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haha. so funny XD

Sunday, October 8, 2006 06:49 p.m.
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Saturday, October 7, 2006 11:56 p.m.



11.55pm and im not feeling any better. rahr. for one, my hands are beginning to itch again. for two, you could just look at the no of times im posting today (its 2 times, 1 time more than once a day?) and see how good of a mood i am in. NOT. im like trying to find ppl to talk to and maybe that would make me feel better but it doesnt seem to be working at all i still feel quite blearghs. somemore everyone is still caught up in the post promo joys and yep its really so not right to impose whatever stuff im thinking of on them.
oh wells. off to my own lonely ramblings. buah bye.

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Saturday, October 7, 2006 10:04 p.m.



blearghs.
asjhrahetoehaoiheihtoeihtoej. this is something like how i feel right now. try saying it. -.-
and the haze is not making things any better. can feel the dryness and smell the smoke yucks. pity the ppl in indonesia. PSI 1000? omg. i think i may be falling sick. but who cares. no one ever does anyway -.-.-
late for band cos my phone wasnt working therefore my alarm woke me at 4.30am and i continued slping after tt (duh). my tone was airy and quite blasty. after band had a rather shibai souvenir meeting. who cares man. -.-.-.-
at least cheryl was nice enuf to meet me to go walk around town even tho we didn buy anything. thx chrl! before tt i was jus practically being lame and taking bus 31 frm pp all the way to tampines interchange. and listening to jon liang and zr gaying all the way to their bus stops.
but now i feel quite -.-.-.-.- as u can see. maybe its the haze. i breathed in too much smoke. or maybe its other stuff. but again. who cares. -.-.-.-.-.-

Saturday, October 7, 2006 10:04 p.m.
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Saturday, October 7, 2006 12:59 a.m.



MY POOR PHONE. :((((((( its dying on me!!!! rarhghggh. on tues after chem 2 buttons were spoilt but i could press it if i slid the top part of the phone down a little. by night, i had to slide it down even more. by the next morning 3 buttons were spoilt. i couldnt even type out this smiley: -.- and by today, almost ALL THE BUTTONS cant work!!!!! its super troublesome trying to type something out properly. omg. NOOO!!! i dont want to change my phone!!! i love my phone!!! rahhh. its so nice lor. i dont want to change it! eeyer.
okay. should stop complaining bout my phone right now. haha. went out on another fruitless shopping 'spree' with st, jiajia and peiii after pw discussion in school. XD didnt even buy anything. haha. and theres band tmr!!! at 7.50am!! and its 1am now and im planning to sleep soon around 3am after i collect my whole house's worth of toilet rolls. archive ppl should know what im talking about by tmr. haha. zzzzzzz. WHOOPIE!!
and i dont want it to end. :(( but did it start in the first place? LOL. XD

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Thursday, October 5, 2006 11:41 p.m.



end of promos!!!
end of promos? it doesnt seem like it. my happiness was quite shortlived.. became lesser and lesser as the hours went by. after the movie i was quite sianded. didnt want to go shopping like i originally planned to, cos there was just NO MOOD. eeeyer. not nOT NOT supposed to be like that! -.-.-.-
anyway ppl go watch john tucker must die! its really a very very nice movie XD those kind where you just go AWWWWWWWWWWW :)) watched with like 1/2 the class. okay, maybe a little fewer. haha. quite a shibai class outing but. nvm! XD
oh wells. so much for my post promos plan. its going down the drain cos
1)no one wants to organise chiku gang outing
2)no one wants to go exercise with me (as in jogging and badminton)
3)no one wants to go cycling
4)no one wants to go ecp!

BLEARGH BLEARGH BLEARGH. everyone is MEAN. :((
ooo huiqi jus told me tt phantom's coming to s'pore next march!!! XD i wna watch! :))

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Tuesday, October 3, 2006 02:54 a.m.



quote of the day:
"question 3 was easy. i thought question 3 was easy"
now, who could have said that? hmmm i wonder.
and its qn 3 physics (superposition), not qn 3 econs!!
im so going to have to take the R paper now. rarhhh. for both! better study chem to buck up. but i slacked the rest of the day away la! congrats to myself for being such an ultimate slacker-.-
good luck to everyone for promos (whats left of it anyway)! shall remind myself of my wonderful post promos plan. anyone who wants to join me to indulge in our sorrows tell me okay.hahahahaha.

i miss the beach. bleargh. :((

Tuesday, October 3, 2006 02:54 a.m.
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Friday, September 29, 2006 02:52 a.m.



omgomgomg. if i hadnt set my msg alert on my phone to ring every 1min, i wouldnt have woken up. i set my phone alarms- ALL 3 OF THEM to wake me up at 12am. now is like 2 FRIKING hours later!! and my phone was 'alarming' me every 1min too!!! arghghhg. ok anyways shall blog bout today XD.
CHIKU was LATE. for like 1/2 an hr!!! den she forced me to go to mos to eat when i wanted to go kfc. blearhg. haha. at least when we got to the library there was space to study. not like on wed. studied a little at level 4 before deciding to go down to the cafe to study instead. better cos cld talk more (and get high) hhaah.
em poks had early dismissal!!! XDXDXD so she came to join us. woah. havent talked to her in such a long time. havent laughed so much in a day. hee. u put 3 of us together and we're like a crappy high weird ball of.. stuff? omg my expression is horrible. haha. who cares.. GP's over. and tiak was in the vicinity too so it ended up with 4 ppl studying there instead of originally 2. not complaining. more the merrier. hahah. cookies and cream milkshake is nice!!! heng. i didnt waste my $3.10 for nothing. lol.
then after tt was forced to take neos with chiku and em wong. haha. maybe it was a good thing lar. the prints were damn nice. :)) shall scan it into my com one day. hahaha.
at least i studied a bit today, coupled with a ton of other stuff i did like crapping and getting high (over random stuff like a fly and skirts and the GC) and finally memorising the factors affecting dd and ss (thanks to tiak :)) ) and catching up with em wong. hee.
overall a happy day la. if only every day was like that. hahaha. my life wld be so much more interesting lar. XD
now to study. hee going to st nicks later to study wif eunicey,maybe chiku. see how the ppl promote vjc. heh. maybe go jog. XDXDXD dead for promos anyway.

Friday, September 29, 2006 02:52 a.m.
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Thursday, September 28, 2006 12:51 a.m.



havent talked to em wong in such a long time! haha. reminiscsing.
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frm left: ma, mieo, em, xuan, me. blues and greys saxes :))
its weird how time passes so quickly. now i look back at whatever i had gone through with the saxes. so special. joys and tribulations alike. and now its all in the past, memories not to be forgotten :)) i mean, i got on with life and got to know a wonderful bunch of friends and classmates in vjc. but nothing beats experiencing whatever i experienced in snsb saxes. the gold, the library, even the cockroaches...
now to face the present world and to deal with the problems that come with it. arhg. why is this world so complicated. i guess you never really start to appreciate the past until you leave it.
to saxes: thanks for the memories :))

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006 02:37 p.m.



yay guess i'll be celebrating my birthday in s'pore :))) cos the ocip date shifted back to 23rd! woah. shift here shift there. lols.
phy spa was so cool lar. couldnt even take the one reading properly cos the ruler was shaking and shaking the whole time. a level lEH! think my calculation wrong also. bah. byebye.
no one want to guess which one is fake ah?? (scroll down to my previous post) haha. if u can guess correctly i treat u to lunch! (terms and conditions apply) hee. i bet no one will be able to guess correctly. or maybe only those who are closer to me will be able to. XD

Tuesday, September 26, 2006 02:37 p.m.
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Monday, September 25, 2006 10:51 a.m.



yeah yeah yeah. i should be studying. but it doesnt hurt having a shooorrrtt break before i hit my books right. hahaha. >.<
random stuff i got from pngass's blog:
01. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself that are true.
02. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
03. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
04. Post them and let people guess which the five false ones are!
05. Get 5 others to do the same.

01. i've been called nana since i was one year old
02. i get high easily
03. i have 2 brothers
04. i really cant draw
05. i hardly get really angry
06. both of my parents are teachers
07. get really touched when people do nice things for me
08. i want to become a graphic designer
09. was once part of the badminton school team
10. i watch TV every single day
11. i sing and dance in the toilet
12. ive never gotten a haircut above $10
13. was once in ballet
14. am easily contented
15. love going to ecp
16. i am seriously heterosexual
17. i played the violin before
18. chinese is my best subject
19. i peed in the classroom in lower primary
20. i have a blog

5 ppl to do it
chiku
eunicey
06s53
mieo
whoever who is as bored as me XD

Monday, September 25, 2006 10:51 a.m.
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Monday, September 25, 2006 12:27 a.m.



badd headache. go away.
was it because i mugged physics. in that case, if i had mugged chem i would have a worse headache.
or was it because i went to jog just as the weather was at its hottest? hee. maybe. but i couldnt help it. i was falling asleep every two minutes.zzzzzzz
and nowadays i keep dreaming. must be either 1)im too tired or 2)i suddenly think too much or 3)i've become super imaginative, which is highly impossible since my artistic capabilities have not improved one single bit. ahaha. random again. but most of the time i dream of the same thing. which is BADDDD.
and OCIP's been shifted foward to 21st nov. so now i will be celebrating my birthday (its 22nd nov, hint hint) in cambodia. XD reminds me of sec 3 when i celebrated my bday in pulau ubin during OBS. hahaha.
better stop wasting my time blogging random stuff le. no time!!!rarh.

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Thursday, September 21, 2006 10:27 p.m.



just heard a song on the radio by jamelia which so accurately describes whatever i am feeling now.. shant say what song it is though. hahaha. anyway today marks the end of sitting at the ocip booth trying to sell off the sweets. profit's quite good lah. XD wheeee.

i must admit it took a while for me to realise it. and now i am trying to control it before it spins out of control. the way it is going, i am succeeding. :)) or maybe i hope i am. or maybe i dont hope i am. it just depends..

back to my books. why do i even bother updating my blog anyway if im the only one who reads it. hahahha. XD

Thursday, September 21, 2006 10:27 p.m.
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006 04:24 p.m.



the person i once knew and was so happy to be with has turned into someone i cant recognise anymore. its quite sad actually to see one of your friends suddenly transform into a completely different person altogether. maybe not altogether, but the essence (heh) of it is gone. suddenly he(or she) has changed. from happy and crappy to serious and not-so-happy. from a nonsensical i-poke-you-you-poke-me to i-poke-you-you-dont-poke-back. from bubbly (literally and figuratively) to a just plain okay.
but why should i care since this person is disappearing from my life and having less and less to do with me? but truth is, i do care. i want that old friend back. but he (or she) seems too far gone.
sorry ah. im trying to make this person seem as annonymous as i can. i hope im succeeding. and this is the only ever entry im ever going to dedicate to this person. so lets just see how it goes.

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Sunday, September 17, 2006 01:44 p.m.



im starting to get really worried ahh. im like trying to find the time to study but cant seem to! and theres like a super lot of distraction at home. like WHAT IM DOING NOW. im not slacking you know. im just trying to crack my brain apart, trying to think of SOMETHING. but i cant cant cant! rahhh. and stuppid photoshop doesnt want to cooperate with me oKAY. keep saying theres not enough RAM. AHGRGH. how ah. next week same thing. like tt how to study ALR!? bah
the designs are shitty. but now i dont give a damn anymore. HAHAAAAAAAAA.

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Thursday, September 14, 2006 10:10 p.m.



i am SO glad i went for maths remedial!! omg. turns out everything JUST USE GC. even for summation and AP GP. spent like 2hr plus trying to solve the qns algebraically. den turns out we not supposed to do tt. supposed to use GC. use algebra need about 1hr. lol. if i hadnt gone for the remedial i would have been trying to solve those sort of qns algebraically for 1hr. during the promos. now thats smart. XD
and my blog is dead once again. =P

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Sunday, September 10, 2006 07:26 p.m.



If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week.
If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million people around the world.
If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world.
If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back,a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world.
If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy.
If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States.
If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed because the majority can, but most do not.
If you can hold someone's hand, hug them or even touch them on the shoulder, you are blessed because you can offer God's healing touch.
If you can read this message, you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world that cannot read anything at all.
You are so blessed in ways you may never even know. so stop complaining and thank god for even the littlest of things:))

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Saturday, September 9, 2006 02:40 p.m.



thanks everyone for ur concern! its nothing really. :))
anyway. ytd went back to sch to pei st for gp. i was quite punctual, exactly 10am, but i only saw jaslyn in the canteen. ahah. like the whole lot of them hadnt arrived yt?? was quite surprised at the no of ppl in sch on fri.. since there was virtually no one in sch on mon. but then again, so many ppl live near sch. i feel like moving house la. haha. but not neptune court. die also wont. LOL.
gp ended up starting at 11 cos we all didnt know where ms sandhya went and she also didnt ans her phone. in the end we were qte lucky cos me and st decided to go take a walk.. found her at the scrabble board. woah. lucky. quite pissed tho. oops. so there went 1hr of gp before i left early to go study at pp, then boon keng macs. quite productive la. better than my study session with jh. where we ended up shopping. XD
arghH! after promos i shall.....
1)play and play and play badminton EVERYDAY.
2)go ecp to cycle and bowl and kayak and.. haha. maybe just sit there and be mesmerised by the waves. oH. WAVES. um. superposition? AHH!!!
3)watch movie!!!!!!!! what movie? anything also can haha. but mus wait for ppl to go rate the movie first. will kill myself if the movie ends up like another repeat of The Break Up.
4)go shoppinggggggg!! :))))
5)chiku gang outing! haha. whoots.
6)06s53 class outings!!!! XD i want chalet!!
7)oh crap. i just remembered. have to go do the souvenirs and stuff for open house. AHRGH.
8)go back to st. nicks and eat all the food there.
9)poke everyone i see. okay, only those pokable. i dont want to be arrested for murdering ppl hhaah. better stay away from me. pokepokepokepokepoke.
10)exercise. need to lose more 2kgs. whaha.
cant wait.

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Thursday, September 7, 2006 05:23 p.m.



I shouldnt have put a red font for my last post haha. made me look angrier than i was. actually i was just not in my right state of mind lah. could just say that. especially after eating 3 chicken pieces 1 fish fries and 3 drinks. ALL IN A DAY? like totally cancelled my workout session in the morning la. and i didnt study yesterday like i intended to. so i was pissed with myself, then after that got pisser (haha. new word) cos of wat someone said. but still. scream on my blog better than screaming at the person rite. :))))))) so now feel much better. yay! XD

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Wednesday, September 6, 2006 11:56 p.m.



just something totally RANDOM. oh yeah.
No big deal la. 2 days in a row.
2 days in a row. nothing. NOTHING. NO BIG DEAL.
thanks to those who stuck by me. seriously. i appreciate it. :))to the others, not your fault. no big deal. just letting off some steam.
maybe i am a nice person.
thats why.thats why i so easily undergo ***ing sessions.

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Tuesday, September 5, 2006 10:54 p.m.



today was QUITE productive. haha. at least i touched maths, econs and chem. note: TOUCHED. not read. theres a difference okay!! XD and its only been 1 day but i've already gotten SUPERR sick and tired of studying at home. i keep eating!!!! and my baby bro watching sesame street and hi-5... hahahha. now elmo's song is stuck in my head. LALALALA-LALALALA, ELMO'S WORLD... XD i LOVE elmo. just that he can be soo cute and red and so distracting. like when im trying to study. ahaaa. on another note, ELMO writes to DODO. hm. oh wells. its all over. but yc still likes to bug me about it sometimes. hahaha.
ooo! at least im going to break the monotony (uh. is there such a word? LOL) tomms. going to hougang gym wif jh!!! then go study at j8 wif jh and tiak. at least i wont die of boredom at home, like i did today. okay. not die. but u get what i mean. and fri maybe go ecp study after gp. see how first. no one go with me den also cant go right. rawrh.
anyway. teachers day pics already up on chiku's blog. the horrible woman refused to delete a super disgusting photo of me. hahaha. whatever la.-.- anyway for interest's sake, heres a few i koped:
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the mini chiku gang, plus suhui and ruijean.
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only ONE pri6 teacher who taught me is left in st nicks. to my science-cum-badminton teacher-in-charge mr lui, happy teachers' day. -.-''diaos. haha.
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4J'05! or whats left of it anyway. haha. me, suhui, shermin, gloria and chiku.
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looks can be decieving. ORANGE BOWL is seriously the thing worth going back to st nicks for. ahha. apart from the teachers of course :))
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st. nicks. in all its colourful glory. with chiku's wonderful photo taking skills la.
the rest lazy to upload. go to chiku's blog if you want.

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Tuesday, September 5, 2006 12:29 a.m.



whooooooo. ocip rocks hahahhaa. XD everyone's so nice! the games we played were abit the... but overall it was fun and i cant wait for the day we all troop to cambodia to have fun with the kids there! ahahha. and heng. they said that there would be the probability of stepping on land mines ONLY if we were stupid enough to go wandering off on our own hhaha. guess i wont come back with only one leg and one arm or something..:))
so whole day gone today. went to sleep at 9pm. woke now (duh). now can go study. hahahaha. too bad tmr i not going ecp le. bleh. haiz. really wanted to go la. imagine studying while hearing the rush of the waves... the smell of salt air... feeling the golden rays of the sun(okay, the scorching rays). BAH. who wants to go next time tell me so i can tag along. eee im really becoming a psycho alr. XD
was listening to the songs from Forbidden City yesterday.. reminiscing about the past. hahaha. Forbidden City was really my first musical, and my first trip to the esplanade. the songs are seriously so nice la. :)) esp My Only Chance and I Need Him. *gushes* Kit Chan and Dick Lee are so talented. heehehee. i want to watch forbidden city again!!!!!! :)))))))
too bad its like 7 sept to 30 sept. arghghhg. the damn promos.

Tuesday, September 5, 2006 12:29 a.m.
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Saturday, September 2, 2006 11:10 p.m.



haha sept hols seem quite nice now XD totally trying to add variety to my study patterns. LOL.
1. Monday- ocip thingy until 5. want to stay over in sch to study but haiz. nvm. no one wants to haha. who's as psycho as me anyway.
2. Tuesday- study at ecp!!!!! yay. finally found someone as siao as me. hahaahah. den after tt go play!!!!! XD
3. Wednesday-meet jiahui go exercise at hougang gym. lol. hope we don get unlucky. jiahui get wad i mean? ;)
4. Thurs- chiku and i gna study at the new bishan library. yea! den aft tt maybe go watch movie. hahahaha.
so. my planning so pro right. haha. study also can add so much variety. lets just see how my results suffer. HAHAAHA.
family3 was quite okay.. had quite alot of fun wif helium balloons. XD damn funny la. voice totally changed. funniest was afz. his voice like more suits him after he sucked in the helium. LOL. then zhi ren like got no diff. and pngass sounded gross. HAHA. kidding. :)) and i saw cheryl! :)) cheryl mus meet up after promos kkkkkk!!!wah. after promos going to PLAY like siao. :)) and worry about stuff. like next year.arghghg.

Saturday, September 2, 2006 11:10 p.m.
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Saturday, September 2, 2006 08:44 p.m.



i need someone to study with. who wants to study with me?? can tell me?? thanks!!

Saturday, September 2, 2006 08:44 p.m.
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Friday, September 1, 2006 12:01 a.m.



happy teachers' day!!! XD to all my dear teachers, past and present :)))
anyway didnt pon the celebrations in vj like i intended to, which im glad for cos it was really quite entertaining. XD anyways after tht went back to st nicks. was on 76 playing bridge wif chiku suhui and enen, using rui jean's BIG file of drawings as a table. havent had this kind of fun in a long time. okay, with the exception of badminton and jogging lah. heeheehee. XD
and it was quite surprising when we went back. we expected all the teachers to have already gone for their "meeting".. but in the end we managed to visit almost all our sec 4 teachers, with the exception of our dearest form teacher (who probably rushed off to the tau huay shop to buy his tau huay and then rushed home or something) haha. felt abit guilty cos we didnt give them any presents.. but we were rushing for time!!! :(( hmm then ate my long awaited orange bowl. and milo dinosaur is NICE!! kk then trooped off to j8 with chiku, suhui, ruijean, gloria, mich c, cheryl k, cinli and mich d. mini 4J'05 outing ahaha :)) wanted to watch lovewrecked but it wasnt showing there!!!!!! bah so ended up at KFC (again!), ate cheese fries and talked talked talked. then took neos (damn waste money la. $1 for one measly small square. hahaa. but ok granted its not everyday you can meet up with ur ex-classmates rite).
day aside. why is it that so many ppl i know are having so many problems? its quite a sad situation. maybe if everyone took things lightly and not treated it as serious, maybe, PROBABLY, there wouldnt be misunderstandings surfacing. but then again there are still SOME things which cant be helped. i can only tell you all, please smile. soon.

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006 10:08 p.m.



today was an ultra fun day, even though it was the dreaded tuesday. After sch went to run at ecp wif afz. 4.8km!!! supeeeerrr long la. strangely, i did not feel as tired as when i ran 3.2km. had time to think about things. like, eg. how slack ive been lately and blahs. plus a couple of other stuff.. but guess everything acted up after running cos my feet were so tired((:
then wanted to play badminton in the hall but the volleyball team was there (remind me nv again to play badminton on tues after sch HAH) so in the end grudgingly went to play basketball wif mich qiyan chenghuat danny darren and jonathan. i SUCK at basketball hahaa. somemore so tired still run like siao. BUT at least we still managed to play a little badminton, tho the wind was deterring us somewhat. :)) i <3 badminton. LOL.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 10:08 p.m.
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Monday, August 28, 2006 09:04 p.m.



FIX YOU- Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Tears stream, down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

i like this song XD its so sweet.
hmm. i shall be a PA system now. HEY everyone going back to st nicks this teachers' day, try to get back before 10 (preferably 930) cos the teachers are gna have a meeting at 10. haha. tts wat the msg being passed around says. LOL.

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Sunday, August 27, 2006 03:02 a.m.



its 3.02am on a nice sunday morning and here i am again. actually wanted to go to the void deck to slack for awhile but then decided against it. maybe next time haha. just not in the mood to let mosquitoes feed on me, even if i get to enjoy the cool morning breeze. i think im not going to sleep anyway cos i have to go to school at 9am tmr anyways and act as an alarm clock for dear jia at 7am. hahaha XD so bye sleep.
im starting to become a sponge soaking up feelings of depression from everyone. guess at first i was able to handle it, even more so give advice (did it really count as advice?) to people, then maybe the turning point came when one close friend had a problem which i could not help him/her in but only could watch helplessly while he/she got swallowed by the black hole of darkness..from then on everything was not as carefree and happy anymore. was i naive to think that the world is a happy place? nothing but a world full of rainbows and rabbits and butterflies?
hah dont worry people. these are just some random thoughts which im capable of generating at 3am in the morning. so give a bored person some time to crap her way through the night (ok, morning) before she goes ALL the way to the east in 5 hours time to do.. oh what else but PW. :))

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Saturday, August 26, 2006 08:41 p.m.



today was considered as a quite happy-ish day, even tho i didnt do much but go for band prac, sleep, go to church and now, pw. haha. still happy anyways. :))
ytd went to jog to ecp wif mich!! damn fun la. we ran the whole stretch of 3.2km (or more) without stopping, and we didnt know where to stop to turn!! so in the end ran and ran till we were like.... eh where to turn ah? haaha. so just turned after the resorts ended. ecp is a damn nice place to destress man. wheeee. then today ran 5 or 6 rounds wif mich peizhen and lisabelle XD the whole grp of us lost count and so it was either 5 or 6 rounds. haaaha. okok enough of my exercise regime. lol.
actually there was nothing much tt happened frm the period i last blogged till now? so .. jus blogging for fun lah. damn bored person blogs boring stuff. haha.

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006 12:20 a.m.



in st nicks i was a slave. now in vjc, im even more of a slave. and theres nothing i can do about it. AHHHHH.
im like a machine trying to spew out stuff but it doesnt seem to be working. every job gets worse and worse. even more so due to lack of time? hais. and hello. i havent started studying. NOT YET! what is wronggggg. everythinggg is wrongggggg...
"Nothing that is so, is so." haha. tt was by feste, twelfth night. eng lit stuff just seems to rush back to me when i feel confused. why didnt i try taking lit in jc? maybe i would have fared better than in chem. arhghghg. :(( this is damn random, but thanks everyone for making me confused even more.
at least i ran today! i shall vow to have a healthy lifestyle frm now on. XD healthy is happy. YEAH RIGHT.
I HATE MIXED SIGNALS.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006 12:20 a.m.
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Sunday, August 20, 2006 09:24 p.m.



guess what. im having chem lect assessmt tmr and here i am slacking like nobody's business. someone just SHOOT me.
OH YEAH. ANYONE HAS THE ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CD? CAN LEND ME PLS? THANKS :))
ytd's band prac was a little frustrating for some parts. but overall it was okay. woke up at 645 cos even though i set the alarm for 630, i set it as 630PM instead of 630AM. omg so dumb. then i had to rush thru everything but in the end was VERY PUNCTUAL for band.. it was 7.55! hahahaha.
and here i would like to thank the wonderful archives comm for submitting WONDERFUL proposals for the souvenirs. for 3 people, i received none. thank you, zhiren, pngass and shayne. hahaha. okk kidding. u all are nice ppl lah. :)) just this once youre horrible people. LOL.
my dreams havent improved as yet. but they did make me think through whatever i am going through right now. and glad to say its clearer. i see things in a different light now. :)) yep so disturbing dreams are good in some sense.
oh. congrats to chiku for getting in for the ASTAR science research attachment thingy. HAHAHA. damn funny XD and yeps i got in for the ocip thing to cambodia. currently i know NOT A SINGLE SOUL among those who are going. only one from my class, only one from my cca. rocks right. and thanks to those who made me feel better, esp ee loong who said i would return with only one leg cos theres a lot of mines in cambodia. THANKS PPL. :)) haha.
oh wells i better go back to my chem. thats all, for now.

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Friday, August 18, 2006 08:09 p.m.



arhgh. i totally wasted my friday afternoon away. went to watch The Break-up. and its HORRIBLE. worst show ive ever watched. worse than scary movie 4. at least we only paid 7 bucks for scary movie 4. and it was funny. but for the break up, it was $8.50. and it was not funny at all. people were laughing but i didnt get the jokes. and the whole show was kinda littered with dialogue and jokes i didnt get. yeps. and the ending--- omg lar. in the end they just broke up, met each other on the streets a few years later, talk here talk there.. then say bye and then the credits came out. like???????? so totally wasted my afternoon and money and time i was supposed to use for studying (HAHAHA.)DONT WATCH. U'LL REGRET IT. or, if u must must must watch it, go download it somewhere. hahahaha. kk just kidding. i dont want to be arrested for promoting pirating. LOL. :))

Friday, August 18, 2006 08:09 p.m.
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006 08:39 p.m.



dreams can be startlingly accurate.
like how i dreamt tt i was sick las night and i woke up with a fever. but then again, my dream was somewhat wrong cos i dreamt tt i was so sick i needed someone to support me walking. and also, that someone was D-O.... haha. okay. someone who i had chosen to forget. so no problems there. but still. i woke up with a fever! in the end just hecked it and went back to sleep. so i missed the whole day of lectures, plus band prac. which was so wasted. major catching up to do. arhghg. and plus i din study much, only tried doing integration by parts. somewhat got the hang of the easier questions, but the more difficult ones...bleh. and other than maths i didnt have the mood to do anything else. so i practically slacked and slept the whole day away, just to wake up to answer the occasional sms.
and my dream was one of the weirdest dreams ever. like how i stopped dreaming weird stuff for 1 week but then everything accumulates and BANG! it happens in that one dream. reaaaallly weird dream too. i dreamt i was rockclimbing, and took 1hr. i dreamt tt i went to the doc and went to the beach after that. plus a couple other weird stuff. which i cant mention here. ask me if u REALLY REALLY have to know. haha. XD
guess this shows how slack i've been. my brain is sooo empty tt weird dreams fill it. SLACCCKK. better start studying soon. see how ive said START studying. tt means i havent even started. unlike everyone else. whaha.

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Monday, August 14, 2006 11:32 p.m.



for the 5 days i had at home. i had been eating breakfast lunch and dinner, and the occasional stuffing with junk food. and i gained 2 freaking kilos. which added to the 2 kilos i had painstakingly lost before then. arhghghgh. shall go play more badminton on fri. then after sch shall go jogging! XD yea. who wants to go tell me k. :))
recovered from my 'bout of depression'. its funny cos i din even think i was depressed. until mieo and chiku pointed it out. heh. okay. im officially okay now.
pw today. the blueprint looks damn pro. almost like the real thing. :)) was happily admiring it until someone had to say, WHY IS THE BED JUST NEXT TO THE TOILET DOOR? hahaha XD.

Monday, August 14, 2006 11:32 p.m.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006 12:07 a.m.



im confused. sad. confused. confused sad cONFUSED. :(( going to cry soon if this keeps up. and its all thanks to one person, who does not know that he/she is making me feel like this. :((
oh well. today was VERRYYY tiring. took a bus 156 down to seng kang compass point to do a little shopping, then took NEL to outram station and then took the mrt to tanah merah, then took the mrt from tanah merah to clementi. all becos of the ri strings concert. and i spent almost the whole day half blind cos my specs bent. at least i managed to un-bend it during the concert. yay. oh and the WHOLE of snso was there, according to jonathan. and me and yh were sitting in the row between them. front row, 2 of them were conducting along to trevor sze. behind, one girl was making fun of another for 'liking' a senior? XD does it not remind you of something. and yea, reminded me of the carefree and happy days in st nicks. goneeee. i had to keep telling myself, no you cant join them, you're no longer in st nicks anymore. :((
after that ate a belated dinner at macs. then cabbed home with jon and yh. the nice and kind uncle dropped me off first even tho jon's stop was nearer. and i cant help feeling bad for the 2 of them coz they were even more tired than me. oops.
tell me why did i go for the ri strings concert. i was subjecting myself to new, or lets just say, revived torture. and so far, 3 people have mentioned something about it.
i should just tell myself to get a grip. before i just lose it.

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Wednesday, August 9, 2006 06:59 p.m.



happy national day everyone! :)))
anyway yesterday was sooo tiring. woke up at 5am! like 1hr earlier!!! in the end, we reached school at 6.30.. practically were the first ppl in the school. actually its rather nice... so peaceful and breezy. almost like going to the beach and breathing in the salt air. XD picture this. anyway. 650 and it was only me chiku shirlyn and conran in the band room. like almost every one came after 7am?? haiz. we are such enthu band freaks. hahaha.
nat day celebrations were rather toned down as compared to st nicks. was like taking pics everywhere and forcing yewchin to wear my orange specs. haha. den after tt had pw discussion.. was quite funny esp since we had to go down to measure the size of the road and buses.. looking like weirdos. haha. hmm then after tt joined the class for "class outing". missed the bowling session but heard it didnt go well. haiz shld have just gone to ecp there to bowl. den can also go cycling or blading... or even kayaking!!! :)) anyway. the class was like so undecided over where to go.. some wanted to go watch now and forever, some wanted to go watch click. haiz in the end they just went to play board games. hahaha.
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06S53 GALS ROCK :))
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spastic!! haaha
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okay this is the nicest pic of the lot XD

photos courtesy of afzal :)

went to town to 'shop'? rather uneventful la since i was the only one shopping and chiku and shirlyn were just walking around. haiz. at least i managed to buy chocs for my mum. hee. XD den chiku shirlyn and weijie went to watch the fireworks. i went home. zz friking tired k. what i learnt: never ever be the only one not frm clarinet section to go out with the clarinet section. you'll get bombed by all of them. hahaaa. horrible ppl.
the more you try to forget someone, the more you'll see the person. but at least i know im slowly succeeding. :))

Wednesday, August 9, 2006 06:59 p.m.
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Monday, August 7, 2006 09:08 p.m.



what do you do when you go to a new hairdresser and she goes psycho and cuts and cuts ur hair until its so short and straight at the bottom? what do you do when you look like a MUSHROOM (as quoted by the smartest girl in class)?? hai. lesson learnt: never go for a $8 haircut, or whats more, a haircut from a hairdresser's just across your house. argh. now have to wait patiently for my hair to grow abit longer so i'll look less like a mushroom.:(((
i didnt do my maths tutorial. i didn't do my physics tutorial. i didnt do ANYTHING. and yet, im still slacking. a slacking mushroom. haiz. cannot cannot cannot! someone just teach me how to mug. i need to mug fast. i dont get integration, i dont get superposition, i dont get cost benefits (or whatever) and i think theres like more things that i dont know that i dont know. get it? i dont even know i dont know them. get it? get it? GET IT???
ok better stop before i get agitated. haha. high blood pressure. XD

Monday, August 7, 2006 09:08 p.m.
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Sunday, August 6, 2006 01:52 a.m.



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i love this pic :)) but everyone else doesnt seem to love it as much as i do. isnt it so nice and touching? hai. okay. fine fine fine. i shall go sleep.
hey friend. hope you're feeling better.

Sunday, August 6, 2006 01:52 a.m.
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Saturday, August 5, 2006 02:53 p.m.



sometimes i just take a look at the people around me and wonder: why is it that their lives are so much more complicated and problematic as compared to my life? im like somewhat having the life of a kid! like something is wrong with me cos i'm having such a happy go lucky, carefree life. haiz. then i feel so helpless cos i cant help them at all... like watching them rot themselves away and i cant do anything about it to help them. i can only tell them to cheer up. like what kind of friend am i??? useless at giving advice to ppl. :(( sigh.
band today. was somewhat late again. should just wake up earlier and chiong for the 645 bus next time. and oh next tues i have to be in school at 7am. so lets see.. i have to chiong for the bus at 6am. oh yay.

Saturday, August 5, 2006 02:53 p.m.
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Friday, July 28, 2006 11:32 p.m.



im so super high now!! hahaha. tts cos i played badminton in the morning. we were sort of scolded by the teacher for joining a class w/o permission but then the teacher praised us after tt la. hahaa. so we got his permission to join tt class for badminton session every fri! :)))) so every fri i'll be super high. XD
den had like 1hr plus of lessons before they dismissed us for college day rehearsal. ohwells. ended at around 1pm den went to pastamania wif chiku, christie, weijie, yong han, randall and jonathan. after tt went to j8 to watch THE LAKEHOUSE wif chiku and yonghan. the show is damn nice! jus tt the ending was a little bit too short. if they had developed it a bit more it'll be nicer. haha. but whatever. its nice :)) and i found some faults wif the plot. but like the gp mid yr compre, we shld all act dumb and not think so much. haha.
after the show which ended around 650, we walked aimlessly around j8. i swear j8 is the most boring shopping centre ever. i got tired of it even before we started walking around it. or maybe its cos i went to j8 quite often during my days in st nicks. dats y im so tired of it. hah. anyway after tt went to eat at mos burger wif chiku, yonghan, jonathan, jonathan's girlfriend (taytay), michelle and kahsiong (jonathan's junior). sat between the scandaled couple and felt so extra! hahaha. ok there were 2 scandaled couples and i was sitting between the newest one lah. XD no names to protect privacy. heehee.
anyways. guess wad. i left the house today with more than 30 bucks in my wallet. by the end of the day i was left with only 20 cents!!!! broke. all thanks to pngass. haha. and when i went home i was super shocked cos my mum was like, how come so early?? i was like HUH>??? early??? okay. maybe she expected me to come back at 930 or sth liddat. haha.
SNSB POP today... saw the e.t. section and clarinets at j8. saxes went over to heeren marche(em pok working there haha). oh kkkk. now we're considered maam's maams. haha.

Friday, July 28, 2006 11:32 p.m.
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Thursday, July 27, 2006 11:04 p.m.



moodswings :))
started the day feeling sian and not wanting to go to school. too bad i couldnt get my dad to let me stay at home. bah. so i dragged my feet around grudgingly and as a result, i missed the double deck 55. AGAIN.
rest of the day felt only a teeny weeny bit better. still couldnt master the art of not sleeping during econs. i couldnt help it! even tho i tried to listen during the first 10min. zzzzz.
then i became HAPPY after sch :)) its qte miraculous how doing sth u really really like can make u feel tons better. like PLAYING BADMINTON!!! :)))) arrgh i miss those days when i cld jus go and play badminton during breaks wif my fellow veggie fryers aka partners in crime! XD den i jus found out today tt theres a recreational badminton cca in vj?? likewise for other sports? i shld go ask around and confirm! den i can join and go psycho everyday. haha.
ohwells my happiness did not last long, not wif wat happened after. but what to do. i shall just be happy wif the fact tt i played badminton today. haha yay!:) too bad none of my friends here are psycho badminton freaks. its much harder to find ppl and drag them to play badminton wif you this way.
anyway wat happened in the morning on the bus was damn funny. was talking VERY QUIETLY about someone and his moodswings, too bad it was not QUIET ENOUGH. and that someone was sitting like across frm us. and apparently he woke up at the CORRECT TIME and heard us. so i got a well deserved shock when he smsed and said "i can hear u on the bus". hahahhaa. damn funny. heng i never say anything bad. hahahaa.XD

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006 01:11 a.m.



ARCHITECT IN THE MAKING!!!
yeah, right. after fiddling with the DesignCAD software or whatever for about 1hr or so, the only 3D object i managed to come up with was a cuboid. and the software was for making 3D objects!!! and the floor plan i constructed for pw looked like shit. i guess i should just save time and draw it all out myself. ahh, the complications of technology.
saw another really really really cool software called shade 8 8.1... its REALLy pro looking!! but it was 40.1 MB, kept refreshing after downloading about 20plus MB, and after awhile i just got sick of it and decided not to dl it. bleh. someone go and dl it and send it to me! its really really nice. :))
and so band for this whole week. went for individuals on mon, plus a short one today (ok, tuesday). and i realised tt i sound better on the older instru as compared to the newer one. haha im such a weirdo.

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Sunday, July 23, 2006 10:31 p.m.



arghghgh. pw is a BIG headache. but tdy was quite interesting haha. jia got to survey a gay!! his fingernails were polished la! den he was talking LIKE A GAY. and whilst talking he was bending his hand in the typical gay manner. like OMG!!! damn funny la! hahaha. so tht was the only bright spot in the otherwise boring afternoon. haha.
tried to read econs notes during the 1hr bus ride to changi airport.. and back. too bad it was unsucessful. like couldnt even understand mkt failure and govt intervention! haiz. maybe i should jus drop econs to H1 now. i'm like certain tt if i ever drop any subject it'll be econs. not phy cos i'll nv drop phy when theres other subj i do worse in, not maths cos i'll NVER EVER drop maths, and not chem cos i think tt by some miracle i wld eventually understand chem. hahaa. so econs loh. :))
everyone seems to be in a somewhat bad mood these days. everyone except me? like my results are alr so shitty but i dun seem to be worrying. im so slack but i dun seem to be worried. everyone in my class are so much more hardworking but im not worried. to sum it up, i am SCREWED! o.0

Sunday, July 23, 2006 10:31 p.m.
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Friday, July 21, 2006 01:27 a.m.



my blog is certified DEAD. someone pls tag and save my blog. even tho u have nothing to tag just tag. hahaha.

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006 11:05 p.m.



im so missing st nicks alot right now. arhghgg. the times where
1)we didn have to act les to scare guys away (haha. okay tt only applies to me)
2)everyone said HI to everyone even if they knew them for only 1min or sth
3)we spent in the band room killing cockroaches and playing "The Black Pearl" in the middle of the night. (okay tt was only during band camp haha.)
4)teachers cared more
5)everyone SCREAMS! (st nicks spirit yea!)
6)getting scolded by our dear conductor almost every band prac (being a librarian is hard work ok! haha :))
7)we cried at POP and every single memorable event
8)we were mugging (yeah right) and eating in the classrooms(even tho we were not allowed to)
9)our grades were definitely much better than current times.
10)everything was basically just carefree and happy.
oh wells. cant compare vj and st nicks cos of the 2 completely different environments. haha.
got back GP today!! qte happy with my gp results. :)) tho i screwed up compre, as usual. heh.
and i have a stomachache now bleh i shld just go get sick or sth so i dont have to go to school tomorrow. oh wait. tmr is lecture day so i have to go to school.arhgh.zzzz i should just rent a flat at neptune court or sth so i can wake up at 7 everyday. woah. thats so cool lah!!! 1hr more sleep. o.O

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Monday, July 17, 2006 08:44 p.m.



its kinda funny how i can go to school happy and leave school feeling not as happy. like my mood just suddenly does a 180 degree turn for the worse. HA.
cant say anything much here but my (haha) closer friends shld know what im talking about. esp jiahui and chiku. hai. dunno why i felt so affected during the day. but now im sorta laughing at the whole thing right now. its quite funny actually. :)) maybe i sort of 'step out' of my life for just awhile when i return home and take everything in a different perspective. basically, im just letting everything pass. :))
and i finally got back econs today. i dont know what to feel. its either
1. i feel worried cos i actually found the paper qte manageable but my results definitely dont show it.. where did i go wrong? or..
2. should i be happy since only a few people passed?
maybe i should just be happy now and worry later. hahaha. oops. being too optimistic is definitely a bad thing.

Monday, July 17, 2006 08:44 p.m.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006 10:57 p.m.



okay yesterday i din have time to blog too much stuff. so today i shall. heeheehee.
congrats to SNSB for getting the gold! :)) for xuan and mieo, u all are leaving... thats jus how we felt last yr after we got the gold for SYF. ecstatic yet sad. anyway thats jus a phrase in life. :)) so yesterday was the first time after soo long i talked to em poks. couldnt tell her much cos there was not much privacy.. haha. but i realised ive got so many things to tell her!!! omg i miss em poks. blehhh. and she's like super super lousy. didn even know there was a competition ytd, didn even know tt jocelyn quit. like tt was aeons ago!!! loser. ahhaaha. but guess im no better myself lah. when i told her my results for mid yrs (esp maths) she was so horrified. haha. yeps.
next wk is phy spa!! i guess i better start bucking up if i dont want to go to poly next yr. LOL.
and again ppl.. if u havent watched Pirates of the Caribbean, GO WATCH!!!! or u'll seriously regret it. :))

Sunday, July 16, 2006 10:57 p.m.
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Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:06 p.m.



today band prac! came at 745 exactly..well actually my phone showed 745.. the clock in the band room showed 650. hais what do u expect la. live so far far away. blehs. k so during ensemble prac i changed to alto... its like so freaking small!!! i feel so oversized.. and i probably look so too. haha. and i sounded airy and disgusting. as usual.
den after band prac went to watch POC!! superr nice!!!!!!!!! johnny depp johnny depp johnny depp!!!! :)) wheeeee. johnny depp rocks! but he sorta 'died' at the end. but im sure he'll return in POC3! right! yes! mus mus mus watch!! :))))

Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:06 p.m.
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Monday, July 10, 2006 11:46 p.m.



omg omg omg italy won!!! wahahas. was so sad cos i missed the beginning plus both goals. i couldnt hear the horrible alarm! plus i was the only one watching it.. so.. hais. but overall it was really really exciting!! especially the penalty shoot outs. and the head butt incident.. hais. as much as i dun want france to win, i pity zidane. like he has to exit in this way. its really sad. but yay! ITALY!! :))
went to school was very high.. like more awake than those who nv watch at all.. haha. and we had 1/2 day off!!! dismiss at 12.25... so ended up going to watch king and the clown. like cine was the one of the few still showing king and the clown lah. then went to kope the POC postcards!! haha. took alot alot of the postcards wif kiera knightley on it.. too bad there was no johnny depp!! bleh. if there was johnny depp postcards i wld have taken the whole stack!! hahaaha.
JOHNNY DEPP ROCKS!

Monday, July 10, 2006 11:46 p.m.
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Saturday, July 8, 2006 12:16 a.m.



haha. koped all these frm chiku's blog. plus did a few of my own. :)) oh yeahs. check out the hawaii pics!! just uploaded. haha im so sloww.
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